being alone

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dear eileen,

would you believe me if I said you're not?

i regret leaving, more than you'll probably ever know. but do you remember those times when you would ask me why i was upset or where i had been for hours without a phone call? i was lost, eileen, and i know you can understand that. but you didn't at the time. no one understood.

i was so fucking scared eilieen and so i ran. out of weakness i thought that was the answer.

but you understand now, and i can't help but think i have something to do with that. so for the millionth time i'm sorry. and i always will be.  

but you have to believe me when i say you're not alone and when i say that you're strong and beautiful and good and that i still love you.

you have to believe me when i say, don't run, because i'm coming.

love,
hunter.

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