I hate this feeling. Sadness is consuming me and it sucks. I've got major depression and I'm starting to be suicidal. I want to end it all. No one needs me.
Anyway, I have to go to the doctors today to make sure that it was a miscarriage for sure. I'm kind of hoping that it was just a small complication. I'm going by myself and if I am still having a baby I'm keeping it to myself. I'll probably shut everyone out too. The girls caused all of this confusion and I tired of them making assumptions. If you know me you know that I don't like assumptions.
*Timeskip to end of doctors appointment*
It was just a complication! I'm still going to be a mom to a set of twins. Yes, I found out I'm actually having twins, a boy, and a girl to be exact. I couldn't be happier. Now I've just got to keep it to myself. Anyway, I've got to get to school.
I drove to school with a smile on my face the whole time. If anyone is suspicious I'll just say I'm on antidepressants. I hopped out of the car and walked to my locker. Seeing Camila there I hugged her. She had a confused look on her face, so I said "Antidepressants." She sighed and looked in my eyes. I couldn't take it anymore. I connected our lips and when I pulled back I realized what I did and slowly backed away, turned around and went running off.
I didn't get too far because I ran into Taylor and Shawn. oh no, they saw what I did. "We saw what you did and you're going to end up exactly like Freak Miller," Taylor said. (A/N I love Bea.) I was scared but then I felt a pair of lips on my own. When the person pulled away I saw that it was Camila.
"Sorry Two-Faced Swift and Jerk-off Mendes, if you hurt her I'll expose you for what you did last summer." God, I love Camz. "Shawn, how does she know about that?" "Oh yeah, I know what you did last summer, and I'll tell everyone. I took the blame for the assault and Austin took the blame for the MURDER YOU COMMITTED-." People started to stare so Shawn said "Okay, okay we're sorry. We won't do anything."
Smirking Camila kissed me again and we walked away.
-LK
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