ALDC Transformed 2 // Dance Moms Fanfic

Teaser

**This is a teaser from the first chapter**

Days of waiting turned into weeks.

Weeks turned into months.

My life has been slowly getting back on track.

I've missed out on a lot.

It's sad to say but life has gone on without me.

Especially at the Abby Lee Dace Company.

My mom has woken from her coma and is struggling to heal. I think it was probably the happiest moment in my life to see her awake again. She was in complete shock at first and it took a while for her to completely understand the situation.

Her healing from the cancer has really improved. However she is still fighting. We made the move back home full time after the doctors told us that her  condition was under control. She still has to go to the hospital multiple times a week due to the cancer. The procedures are hard and she even has to do things at home. I think it hit us both the hardest when her hair began falling out. She began to always wear hats. However I'm really happy that she only has a few more chemo procedures. After that if the cancer is gone we can start to live normally again. Of course she'll still have to have regular doctor visits but it will be so much better than what she's going through now.

As for the dance moms girls, I've seen them a few times outside of the studio. They've come and visit my mom and I a few times even Abby and Gia has visited one or twice. Liv's family always seems to be at my house now looking over us. This whole situation has definitely brought our family's impossibly closer.

When the Dance Moms episode I was last in released. The fandom was especially supportive of me. People sent us gifts, flowers, and the sweetest letters to my P.O. box. Even stars have reached out to us which I think is beyond nice.

I still feel like I am really lost from the dance moms world in a sense. The girls finished out the entire seventh season and as the summer approaches an end the eighth season will soon begin. To my delight none of the girls have left since I was there.

I'm not even sure I'll ever been going back at this point. It just doesn't seem realistic. I doubt with all the lack of formal training they wouldn't even want me back. Of course I've continued to dance, watching YouTube videos to learn new things and trying to maintain my skills. But that and formal training are completely different. I mean yes I have taken a few classes at my old studio Miss Jenns, but those were rare only about once every two weeks.

I don't even know if I'll ever dance at any studio at that level I was once at ever again. I've lost so must formal training it just doesn't seem possible. Would I myself even want to go back?

March 3rd 2017 the Journey Continues...
~~AKA this upcoming Friday~~