this is england

my baby

as I looked down at my knickers I didn't know what to do I just sat there in shock I didn't know what to do should I go to a teacher go to mum or dad omg what am I going to tell Shaun his been really excited for this baby I cleaned my self up and got ready for lunch I need to tell someone mum might know what to do so I walked to the lunch hall where everyone was having lunch I walked up to the queue where everyone is waiting for the lunch to be serve I walked to the door to the kitchen to see mum I couldn't see her anywhere I started to panic that's when I saw Kelly getting the food ready I ran up to her

''Kelly have you seen mum''

yeah she's over there'' Kelly said

''thanks'' I walked over to mum I felt really sick what was I going to tell her

''mum''

''hey darling what's up what you doing back here lunch is out there ''

''I need to ask you something ''

''okay what's up''

at that moment I didn't if I could say I went really white and I felt really sick I didn't know what to do

''honey what is it''

here it goes

''I found blood my knickers''

I started crying I looked over at mum it looked like she had nothing to say

''mum''

''mum''

''is it a lot of blood ''

''yh''

''okay'' my mum said taking off her apron

''Kelly can you take cover i need to go to the hospital''

i looked at mum what did she mean we need to go to the hospital

''mum is everything alright is my baby okay ''

mum looked at me she looked really upset

''mum is my baby dying '' i said to her she just getting her clothes on and didn't say anything

''Shaun round the back with milky and gadget''

''NO''

''why'' mum said

''I don't want Shaun to worry I know everything going to be fine''

so me and mum walked out of the lunch hall and out of the entrance i didn't want to walk out of the back because i didn't want Shaun to see me i know his been excited about the baby lately even though  I'm 18 weeks yesterday he stayed at mine and he painted the spare room for the baby he even did the cot and the wardrobe and he even bought loads of stuffed teddy's for the baby our baby girl i just hope everything is okay

we where outside of the hospital entrance i just stood there I didn't know what to do I didn't know if I could go in there I was in a daze when mum spoke up

''come on it's going to be alright ''

''here it goes '' and i walked in the hospital holding mums hand I was really scared i just hope my baby girl is alright