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I still love you <3 <3 <3

I was dancing with Harvey I was having fun but I just couldn't get the feeling that someone was watching me  everyone time I danced  I looked over I could see Shaun looking at me he looked really upset but really it should be me he was the one that broke up with me

''he misses you know'' Harvey said taking me out of my daydream

''really'' I  said

''yeah when I saw in him earlier he looked like shit'' Harvey said I started smiling and laughed a little it was a fun night tonight everyone was happy apart from me

I walked over the bar and got an orange juice and sat on the bar thinking about life and how I'm gonna bring this baby up on my own

Cynth  Shaun's mum come over and was getting a drink  for her and mr sandhu

''hey darc'' cynth said

''hey cynth'' I said

''I wanted to talk to you about shaun''

''look I was gonna tell him but'' I was interrupted

''look I understand that you were scared about the baby and I know Shaun's scared too but you two will sort this out he still loves you know''

''I know I still love him too'' I said  a tear started to drop down my cheek

cynth gave me a hug and said everything is going to be alright and she went back to her table everyone started dancing evening mum and dad were dancing together and having I looked over and saw Harvey and gadget and shaun dancing on the dance floor

I couldn't  help getting upset so I went outside and sat on the step besides the door I started crying and getting upset  with myself  and to make things worse it started raining but I just sat there and got wet drowning my sorrows

Shaun's point of view

coming to this party tonight with everyone and watching darc have fun with Harvey and gadget and everyone else it's actually made me realised that I still love her and yesterday when I shouted at her I really regretted it because I have never shouted at her like never ever i'm glad she's having fun but I really need to talk to her  

 
I'm dancing with Harvey and gadget and I'm trying to have fun but I cant get darc out of my head

''why don't you just go and talk to her '' Harvey said

''I don't know what to say to her I was horrorable the things I said to her'' I said

''just say what you feel '' Harvey said

''okay ''

''go and find her then ''

so I looked around and I couldn't find her maybe she's outside