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Telling dad and shaun

So the door open and in walked dad and Shaun I was so nervous I didn't want both them to worry

"Hey "dad said kissing me on the head then going over to mum and kissing her as well

I turned and looked at Shaun

"Hey" I said and he gave me a kiss on the lips

Me and mum both looked looked at each other dad was the first one click on

"Is something happened"dad said

Shaun does looked at me but I didn't look at him I was so scared for his reacting what if he gets mad and leaves and goes home

"Babe what's happened" Shaun said

I was about to say something when mum was the first one to say I didn't want to talk I didn't know what to say what could I said I'm sitting here with my dad and boyfriend just about tell them that I thought I lost our baby

"We went to the  hospital today "

Dad didn't say anything but Shaun did

"Why what's wrong is the baby okay are you okay"Shaun

Mum carried on speaking

"She came to the lunch hall today and she wanted to speak to me and she came behind the counter and she said that she had blood in her knickers but everything was okay we went to the hospital and they checked the baby and the heartbeat everything was  alright the nothing to worry about"

"Nothing to worry about" Shaun said I looked up at him he looked really angry and pissed off with me

"Sha-un" I said crying

"NO it's not alright do you have any idea what could of happened we could of lost are baby our baby girl darcey don't your understand "

I nodded crying he never ever shouted at me like that  before he  then started walking to the front door

"Where are you going" I said

"I'M GOING HOME AWAY FROM YOU JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME FROM ME "

"YOU WHAT your just going to go because of a little accident I'm fine the babies fine "

"FINE yeah everything is just perfect ain't it even though today could of gone wrong but still you didn't have the nerve to tell me YOUR FUCKING BOYFRIEND "

"IM SORRY I WAS SCARED "

He just looked at me

"We're over "Shaun said

"What did you just say to me "

"That we're over okay that's it no me and you anymore "Shaun said

"What about the baby " he didn't say anything he just walked off home I just stood there couldn't move couldn't talk what am I going to do I can't raise this baby on my own mum and dad came walking over to give me a hug but I just walked passed them and ran up to my room where I spend the rest of the night crying until  the sun come up and I had to get ready for school