this is england

in the middle of nowhere

we were lost and the car broke down so we couldn't go anywhere and no one was  a round so we couldn't ask for help Harvey of course blamed gadget for the direction everyone was walking up and down to see if they could see someone coming I stayed in the car

I was sitting in the car while shaun,trevor,gadget ,Kelly and Harvey were walking around I  haven't spoken to shaun since that night at the party and he walked me home I really miss him it feels weird waking up in the mornings and not seeing him besides me

''have you spoken to darc ''trevor said to shaun

''no not since the party''shaun said upset

''maybe you should speak to her ''trevor said

''yeah I will try and speak to her once we find this party''shaun said

they were  walking around more when they heared a car rushing up the road they all stop and looked and started waving the hands and shouting for it to stop

when the car stopped it was really smokey and just looked horrorable and someone got out of the car it was flip and higgy

''alright people what you doing here '' flip said

''trying to find the party''Harvey said

''party ''flip said

''well jump in we're going to that party aswell''

so we all got in the car  darc was still in the other car so shaun went and got and she got out and got in flips car everyone was squashed together darce had to sit on shauns lap not that it was awkward

suddenly the car come to a start it broke down so we had to sit  in the middle of nowehere again and think about what we had to do

Harvey started arguing with flip and then everyone else did

I was leaning on the car when suddenly I felt nauseas

''you okay'' trevor said

''no I think I'm gonna be sick''

so we walked off from the others in the woods abit and started being sick trevor left me so I was on my own its obvious she didn't want to stand here and watching me throw my guts up

I was finished being sick hate feeling like this I just cant wait for this baby to arrive I got a view months left so she will be coming soon

I heard  sticks reaking behind me when I turned around it was just shaun

''you okay'' he said concerned

''yeah'' we looked at each other it was really awakard so we walked back to the others and they were still fighting I was standing with trev when I heard some music and I turned to trev and it seemed she heard aswell

''guys shut up can you hear that '' trev said shouting and they suddenly stopped

and now you  can hear the music really clearly and everyone started running towards the music

we found the music and everyone started running I was just walking slowly it's like everyone forgot about me and the baby

I eventually  got down to the party everyone was dancing I was shocked women and men were bollock naked literally you could see mens areas nd women I just sat down away from people watching  everyone having fun even shaun was having fun dancing with some lady and I was a little  jealous but he was having fun

it settled down after a while everyone was laying on the floor I was sitting on the hill were no one would see me

that was until shaun found me