this is england

party!!!!!!!!!

I left school and walked home mum and dad wasn't home they were already down the centre so I went upstairs and got out of my school clothes and got in the shower after I had a wash I started blow drying my hair and then straightened it and put a little bit of makeup on and red lipstick I then but on my dress which was light blue and put on some shoes

I walked to the centre I was so nervous I waited outside for a while what if I bump into shaun I feel so awkward I haven't spoken to him since last night I can't believe he got so mad at me his not the one that's carrying this baby

''hey kiddo'' I jumped it was only Harvey and gadget

''hey''

''we heard about you and Shaun' 'gadget said 

''I guess everyone's heard then can never have anything of your own round here can ya specially your problems''

we walked in and I saw mum sitting on the table with nan and Kelly and dad at the bar

''hey hun'' nan said

''hi nan hey kel'' I said

I sat down on the chair and looked around everyone was here I didn't see Shaun until he walked in with his mum  I felt sick to my stomach and it wasn't just the baby

''break ups are really hard'' I turned and looked at Kelly

''really'' I said

''yeah I remember when I first had my break up I was your age I thought I loved him ''

''did you''

''yeah but he cheated on me with one of my best friends I eventually got over it but with you love Shaun and Shaun loves you  we work it out  trust me you two are meant to be ''

I felt confidence after I spoke with Kelly she got up and went to dance with Trevor

''hey sad sap wanna dance' 'Harvey said

''yeah''  I said and got up and danced and had fun but I could feel eyes burning in the back of my head