Can We Love

Chapter Three:Christmas Finally

We had just gotten out of school for winter break. This was truly the most wonderful time of the year, 2013 Christmas in Santa Barbara.

It was a cold Thursday morning and I usually go for a run, but I talked my self out of it and decided that it was too cold. I slowly make my way down stairs and into the kitchen and make myself a bowl of cereal. I lean on the counter and notice that the family truck was gone, my parents might have went Christmas shopping again. It was five days before Christmas. I go knock on there room door for clarification. They were out shopping. I had three siblings two boys one girl, and me. I am 15, Jonah is 17, Luka is 5, and Jade is 16. After I finished my bowl of cereal I went to knock on Jonah's door to see if he knew how long mom and dad were going to be gone. Jade was at her piano lessons she had in the mornings and Luka was with my parent's.

" Hey Jonah, you up?"

"Um..yeah. What do you need?"

"Can I come in?", I ask as put my hand on the doorknob

"Yeah, just a sec."

I hear mumbling in the background and being the curious person that I am, I instantly bust through the door only to find Jonah and his boyfriend danny making out.

I knew that he was gay but he was always so self conscious about it. My sister and I always knew but my parents don't.

"Gosh damn it Mary Jane, learn how to knock would you",

he said yelling

"Wow, mom and dad would be pissed if they knew you were gay" I say as I giggle.

"Yea just as much as they would be if they knew you and Joe were still seeing each other, now get out" he says as he throughs a book, forcing me out and slamming the door I my face.

"Dick!", I reply as I walk back to my room.

As l'm walking back to my room I hear the door bell ring. I run down to see who it is. When I get there I see that its Joe. When I open the door he quickly starts speaking before I could say anything.

"Hey, I'm so sorry about what happened in the hall way with Juliana. I should have been more careful. And if you wanna yell at me or never tal.."

"Joe stop, your being ridiculous, and I don't want to yell at you. Its just that sometimes I really feel alone and I miss you a lot"

He smiled at the reply, took a step forward then passionately kissed me. He then grabed on to my waist and pulled me in closer.I closed the door pulling him in with me. He picks me up and caries me to my room not breaking the kiss. He puts me down and I rip of his botten up shirt reveling his shiny abs.

He layed me down on my bed and starts to kiss my neck and travel down going to my stomach and pulling over my shirt leaving me in only pajama pants, panties, and a bra.

I sit up to unbuckle his pants.This was going to be our second time. I pulled down his pants reveling his red and black boxer briefs. I begin pulling down his boxer briefs but he stops me

"Oh, no you don't its my turn now", he says as he starts to reach behind my back to undo my bra.

He takes my bra off and I can see and feel him get a boner because of it. My nipples harden when he begins to suck on them. I couldn't help but to let a moan slip from out of my mouth. He grabs my hipps and pulls me closer to his. Then he pulls my pants and panties off leaving me fully naked. I pull down his boxer briefs and admire his V, then he gets on top and enters me.I was still so new at this because he took my virginity and the first time hurt like shit. We did three strokes before I let out moans of pain. He stoped and went down to lick it. He continuously went up up, down, and in circles. It was the best I've felt in a long time. I force him up and went down. His dick was the biggest I've ever seen but then again it was the only one I've ever seen. I sucked and sucked untill he came all over my breasts.It was about to be 11:00 p.m. and almost time for Joe to go.

"That was great", I said breathing hard.

"We should do that more often".

"Yea. So where do you have to be so early?" I said getting dressed and handing Joe his clothes.

"I can only tell you this if you promise not to get mad at me"

I raise an eyebrow

"I told Juliana that I'd go on a dubble date with her, Hannah, and Jake."

"Well, have fun", I say in a rude attitude.

"Baby you know it's not even like that, you know that if I could I would spend all the time in the world with you. And don't act like you don't flirt with that Reggie guy", he said as I walk him down to the door.

"Hey, you need a cover and so do I, call me later ok?"

"Yea and leave your backdoor open for me too. I'm coming at 10:00 p.m.", he said kissing me a good bye.

"Love you", I said

"Love you too", he replied then he was gone.