joshler oneshots

"i actually kissed you" ;o

"dude, what do you think our fans would do if they knew we actually like..made out once?" tyler asked josh, winking playfully at him.

"we did?" josh asked, brows raised slightly and biting his lip.

these conversations hardly came up between the two, but they were usually brought up by moments like these. they were both heavily attracted to one another from the start, but held back because of upbringings and family pressures. tyler's family expected him to hit certain milestones by certain ages, so when he found a girl and got married, josh's heart was broken and all explorations stopped. they remained best friends, obviously, and josh learned to love jenna for completing his friend, plus she was super nice, so he respected her relationship's boundaries by closing himself off to all advances from tyler. he suppressed all memories with him of that nature, and moved on to dating girls and living the lifestyle of a single guy.

tyler understood josh's reasoning, but was a bit hurt because jenna said she didn't mind sharing if that made him happy. josh didn't feel right taking advantage of jenna's selflessness. it would be different if he and jenna also liked each other in "that way" and tyler shared, completing the triangle, but they didn't. besides, it was hard enough being in love with his best friend/band mate who was literally written on his body permanently. tyler would never admit it, but he was secretly jealous about josh dating other people, which was silly considering he had a wife. he idealized one day josh having a wife that jenna would fall in love with, then it'd be fair if tyler and josh had that kind of relationship and no one would be the 3rd wheel. jenna showed no signs of bisexuality, but honestly tyler didn't consider himself bi until josh.

"you had a bit too much to drink, it's probably why you don't remember." tyler said. josh then had a flashback to what he was referring to. it was in those days where they were just starting out, touring in a van. those were particularly hard days for tyler. but thinking back, those were they best days ever for josh. he truly got to be there for tyler, and tyler clung to him like a lifeline. it was the first time josh felt so needed and got to be part of someone's dream.

*************** flashback******************

josh's groin stirred at the memory tyler was referring to, bringing back the alcohol lust fueled make out from that night. they were a couple years over the legal drinking age, but both being brainwashed and watched harshly by parents, were late bloomers. so after doing a show, tyler had a tough time winding down. they sometimes got fast food, and sometimes stopped by gas stations to pick up "dinner" (cookies, chips, chocolate milk, redbull, etc). josh, being the slightly more rebellious one, decided it'd be fun to surprise tyler with something different. tyler already grabbed his essentials and ran out to the van where it was parked and mark was filling it up. josh went to the checkout with his stuff, and grabbed a 12 pack of beer. he proudly showed his i.d. and waltzed out of the store with a huge grin.

"we're gonna have fun tonight, ty!" josh sang.

"whaddya mean?" ty asked, pouting slightly. josh grabbed ty's hand and handed him the 12 pack of beer, which was too heavy. ty promptly had to set it down, cackling like an idiot.

"JOSH. NO. BAD." ty scolded jokingly. mark just shook his head, totally expecting this from josh, but not expecting tyler to actually drink the stuff. they loaded up, and tyler and josh sat in back while mark drove, blaring crappy hip hop music while drinking one after another. they didn't care it was illegal to have open containers of alcohol, as long as they didn't get caught. it got boring driving cross state and sleeping in walmart parking lots.

"oh shit i love this song" tyler blurted, feeling very loose and kind of funny. he moved his hips a certain way that when josh noticed, he shoved tyler, laughing.

"you're so weird, oh my god, tyler" josh said. but he started doing the same thing though, rocking his hips in a dirty way to the music. tyler felt flushed all over, and rolled over on top of josh straddling his hips. he was still laughing, goofy acting from the alcohol. josh was the same way, a little voice in the back of his mind telling him it wasn't a good idea, but ignored it in favor of having no inhibitions whatsoever. it all felt so natural. he relaxed and let tyler grind against the front of his jeans, blaring music covering the sound of their moans and heavy breathing. mark continued driving them down the highway, blissfully ignorant to his gay acting friends in the back. tyler wasn't laughing anymore, his mouth was open and eyes closed as he worked his hips languidly to the rhythm. josh would've laughed and made a joke about him drooling if it weren't so hot, and he weren't literally making him harder than a rock. tyler felt and massaged josh's pecs as if he were touching a girl, and josh bucked his hips up, causing tyler's uncoordinated muscles to give in and he fell forward. josh grabbed his hips, stabilizing him and rutting desperately for more friction. tyler kissed josh's neck feverishly, rooting for his lips and running his tongue over his mouth. josh squeezed his hips as tyler continued kissing him aggressively while rubbing their cocks together hard. josh squeezed tyler's ass, pulling him hard against him as he released his seed, making a huge mess in the front of his briefs. tyler felt a wetness and went fast a few times until he let go as well, then collapsed on top of josh. josh was breathless and tyler was a giggling, tearful mess.

josh continued holding him close, running his hands up and down tyler's back soothingly, until it felt like tyler was breathing kind of erratically. almost as if he were hyperventilating or hiccuping or something. josh felt a wetness on his collar, then realized that tyler was crying. josh tapped tyler's shoulder and lifted his face up to look into those wet, doe brown puddles.

"what's wrong?" josh asked. tyler wasn't sure himself, but he felt so happy. like a huge weight had been lifted from him. tyler just shook his head, smiling, and kissed josh on the lips.

"thank you" tyler simply said, and josh smiled back, nodding in amazement. from then on, they had a bond that no one could get between and trusted each other with their lives. that raw moment was just symbolic of that connection.

*************end flashback************

"no, i actually think i remember what you're talking about now. man, jenna's a lucky woman" josh responded.