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"josh, are you okay?" i asked. he was trembling, and staring at the sheets of his bed.

"hey," i sat down next to him, keeping a bit of space between us.

he whimpered quietly before looking up at me. i could feel an ache in my chest. he had tear tracks down his face and his eyes looked irritated.

"t-tyler...." He suddenly attacked me in a hug. i wrapped my arms around him, he started crying quietly into my chest. i rubbed his back, in hopefully, a comforting manner. "it's okay to cry josh, it's okay"

i could feel his entire frame shaking in my arms. trembling, trembling, trembling. his back rose and fell rapidly. he was gasping for air. i quickly realized what was happening ."josh, josh, just listen to the sound of my voice okay?" i whispered in his ear. he nodded lightly. "okay, josh breath in. 4 seconds" i took a deep breath, and he mimicked me. though, his breath was shaky.

"now 7 out," i exhaled for seven seconds. "yeah, josh just like that okay? now 4 in again" i coaxed him.his breathing gradually got more steady as i helped him with the breathing exercises. soon he was just hiding his face in my chest.

thankfully i got him to stop crying.

"hey, are you okay now?" i asked him. he nodded and pulled himself out of my arms.i held his face in my hands. he still had a few tears sitting on his face. some resting dantily upon his cheekbones. i wiped them away with my thumb.

his eyes were slightly bloodshot. i always felt my heart break a little everytime he looked like this. he didn't deserve this. he deserved all the happiness in the world."are you okay?" i asked once again, needing reassurance. he nodded very lightly. i could barely feel his head move in my hands.

the room fell quiet, all i could hear was our breathing. the atmosphere felt very somber.i didn't realize how long we had been staring at eachother for. it didn't feel awkward. why didn't it feel awkward? we were a lot closer to eachother now. our knees were touching.

my gaze flickered down to his lips. it would be so easy to.....

"josh?" my voice was quiet, gentle. his gaze locked onto mine.

"can-can i....." i stuttered. what was i even asking for? before i could have better judgement of my actions, i leaned forward.

slightly chapped lips.thats the first thing i noticed when i kissed him.i still had my hands cupping his cheeks. he just-what am i doing?

i jolted away from him. oh god, i shouldn't have done that. "o-oh man, josh i'm sorry. i didn't me-"

he grabbed the front of my shirt and yanked me foreward to him. i almost fell when he pressed his lips back onto mine.

h-he wanted to kiss me? i was frozen for a moment before i quickly started kissing back.

i felt one of his hands on the back of my neck. his other hand was holding onto my shirt tightly, as if it was a lifeline. i tangled one of my hands in his hair, the other one cupped his jaw. I brushed my fingers against his soft skin. he played with the short hair on my neck.

our lips moved together slowly, experimentally. of course i had kissed someone before, but with josh it was....different. kissing had always been weird for me. like, i had never really been interested in touching lips against someone else's. but when i met josh, i had the urge to kiss him. all the time. it's not like i hadn't kissed someone before, my previous relationships had involved a lot of kissing. all my former relationships had been with girls though. josh is the only guy i've met that made me question my sexuality. and here i was, kissing him!

my teeth grazed his bottom lip, pulling it out as we both pulled away from the kiss. i watched as his lip snapped promptly back into place. his hand stayed on the back of my neck, as i let mine fall away from his hair. i tugged it lightly.

my face started to get warm, as what just happened sunk in. i stared down at my crossed legs. the familiar warmth bubbled up in my chest and i felt like giggling.

josh gently cupped my jaw and tilted my gaze up to him. i searched his face for any sliver of regret. I only found happiness, my heart lurched.

"i've wanted to do that for awhile...." he grinned sheepishly."r-really?" i squeaked embarrassingly, my cheeks were getting hot again.he smiled and nodded at me."can we.....um, can we do it again?" i asked hesitantly. he chuckled.

"of course"

this time i wasted no time pressing my lips to his. my arms wrapped around his shoulders, loosely lacing my fingers together behind his neck. he was holding the back of my head, running his fingers through the short hair.

the kiss wasn't as slow now, no, it was faster. not sloppy fast, just faster pace as if it had felt perfectly right.we had moved impossibly closer to eachother. I was on my knees now, leaning so far into him i was almost on his lap. our chests were almost touching.before i knew it, he was falling onto the mattress and i was climbing ontop of him. i straddled his waist as i caught my breath. he smirked at me.

he pulled me down and captured my lips again. it felt right to kiss him.short kisses lead to more short kisses which lead to us making out, quite fiercely. i enjoyed every moment of it. he was something i didn't know i craved so badly.

when i pulled away for air again i noticed, his lips were red and swollen, his hair was disheveled in the most delicious way. he was breathing heavily. he looked hot."wow" he breathed. i giggled and nodded. ".....wow"

and then we were kissing again.