Suicidal [Completed]

Chapter 6: Let me help pt. 2

"Hong... Jisoo... When will you stop hurting yourself," He slowly brought my hands up.

"I-I don't know what you are talking about," I mutter and tried to pull my hands from his grasp.

"Jisoo... Its okay," He said and pulled me into a hug.

"Seokmin, please don't," I muttered. Tears were falling from my eyes. I couldn't help it.

When nobody is there for you for a long time, your stuck in darkness. And when someone tries to help, you find yourself in deep thoughts. Will they be there with you forever? Like they say they will...Or will they leave?

"Sh... Its okay..." He whispered and hugged me tighter.

I hugged him back, gabbing his clothes. His warmth was comfortable and exciting.

We stood there for about a good ten minute, before he pulled away. My arms feel to my sides, but he took the arm with the fresh cuts. Seokmin pushed my sleeve up, and looked at each cut.

"Doesn't it hurt?" He said tracing one of my cuts with his finger.

"N-Not really," I shooked my head.

"Hm..." He replied and kept tracing the cuts.

"Uh... Seokmin," I said and he looked at me, " Can I, uh, have my arm back?"

"Oh! Sorry! " He smiled and scared the back of his head.

"Yeah," I pulled my hand back to my side.

"Jisoo, I wanna help you," He said and flashes me a smile.

"I don't know," I said and looked away.

"Please, let me help you!" He begged.

"I.. Uh... " I looked at him. Seokmin had a pretty jaw line. His eyes were big and pretty. His smile was bright and his cheeks was a pretty tan colour.

"-Soo! Why are you starring?" He waved a hand in front of my eyes.

"S-Sorry.." I said.

"So is that a yes?" He asked.

"Uh... Let me think about it..?" I mumbled.

"Okay!" He said, "Oh! And Jeonghan wants to say sorry. Hehe... He felt very bad when he got you mad, and all! And Seungkwan is very dumb and slow, so yeah... We are all sorry!"

"It's okay... I'm use to it," I said and opened the door.

Dino, Jeonghan, Seungkwan, Wonwoo, and Mingyu were up against the door. They were surprise when I opened the door.

"Eeeooommmaa! You said you would be us space!" Seokmin screeched.

I covered my ears and crouched down to the ground, closing my eyes. Jeonghan and Seokmin started to argue about what they were doing. I felt arms going around me and I flinched.

"It's okay. Its just me, Minghao, and Jun," He helped me up and Jun, probably, leaned me against him.

"Seungcheol, maybe you should take him out," Jun pushed me towards a Seunbgcheol, "While we try to calm down Eo!ma and Seokmin."

"But shouldn't I try to help! I am your appa!" He complained.

"I wanna help!" Mingyu said and pushed me away from the group.

"Me too!" Wonwoo said and helped.

I walked ahead of them and went to the kitchen. Minghao followed and Jun stayed behind.

"Jisoo, how do you like it here?" Seungcheol asked and I shrugged.

"How come you don't talk to us, but you talk to Seokmin?" Mingyu asked.