Suicidal [Completed]

Chapter 10: Plans

I woke up to Seokmin laying next to me on my bed. I shook my head and got off the bed. He so cute when he slept, but he was oversleeping and I been having to wake him up so early.

It has been a week since we promised to help each other, and things been going well. He moved into the apartment with me. He obviously had his own room, but he would always nag at me to let him sleep with me. It was so cute, I would want to pinch his cheek, but I couldn't bring myself to do that.

"Seokmin, wake up," I slightly shook him.

"Urgh," he moaned and moved away from me.

"Seokmin, come on," I shook him again.

He groaned and moaned. He wasn't a morning person and that was getting annoying in the morning.

"Fine. I'll leave without you," I whiskered and got off the bed.

"Jisoo, don't leave," he got up and hugged my waist.

"Then let's go, okay?" I blushed.

"Okay! Let's go!" He smiled widely and took my hand.

He dragged me into the bathroom and helped me get ready. He ignored all my protest and nagging and whining. We finished getting ready and he walked like a little kid out of the apartment. He wasn't wearing his scarf, so I brought it just in case.

"Why am I roommates with you?" I huffed to myself and followed the three-year old that was stuck in a eighteen-year old's body.

When we got to school, the slush from last night's snowfall was everywhere. The nasty brown snow was all over. It was disgusting, but the white snow was still visible.

"Jisoo!" Jeonghan waved from where he and Seungcheol stood.

I walked over to the two love birds, along with Seokmin, who was still smiling.

"We are planning to go on a quad-sixth date. Verkwan, Meanie, JunHao, though the are so innocent, Soonhoon Jeongcheol and Seoksoo!" Seungcheol smiled and Jeonghan jumped up and down.

"Uh, I don't know," I felt my cheeks becoming red from what Seungcheol said. Seoksoo.

"Come on, Soo! It'll be fun. I promise," Seokmin pleaded with his cute smile and eyes. Unresistable.

"Okay, but I don't wanna do anything scary," I shivered from thinking of amusement parks and-

"Okay! That's settled then. The amusement park we go," Jeonghan evily smiled.

"I-I d-don't w-want t-to," I stuttered.

"Come on, Jisoo. You can't back out on us now," Seungcheol wiggled his eyebrows at Seokmin who hushed him.

"Its okay if you don't wanna go there, we can go somewhere else," Seokmin smiled.

"Seokmin! Please just let us go!" Jeonghan huffed and puffed.

He really seemed like he wanted to go. And I didn't want to be a burden to the having fun.

"Its okay, I guess, we can go," I said to Seokmin.

"But-" he protested.

"Then it is settled! Tonight after school, we shall go!" Jeonghan was already on the phone with the rest.

"Are you sure, Jisoo?" Seokmin looked worried.

"Y-yeah, don't worry," I tried to smile.

"Jisoo," he raised his eyebrow, "I don't want you to go do things at make you unconformable. And anything can happen. We can just stay on the ground. I don't want anything happening to you. I guess-"

"Seokmin, don't get overwhelmed by it, okay?" I slightly shook my head at him.

"Okay, but we are-" he put a finger up.

"Going to go on rides that will make you happy," I shivered at what I said.

"No. I dont-"

"I don't wanna be a burden for you," I sighed.

"Jisoo, you aren't, okay?" He sighed at what I said.

"Seok-" I protested.

"Jisoo, just please don't say that about yourself. Please?" He leaned on my head. His touch gave me the butterflies.

"Uh.. I... I don-" I muttered.

"Okay, lovebirds, class is gonna start!" Seungcheol said and sat in is seat next to Jeonghan.

Seokmin got off my head and the table to sit at his desk. The teacher came in as I sat on my chair.

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After class, and it was finally time for lunch, Seokmin finally talked to me. He seemed mad and pissed about what I said. But it is true. I was a burden to him. He hasn't been hanging out with Seungcheol and the others since I came into his life...

"Seokmin?" I rested my head on his shoulder.

We were sitting on a bench, where we could see the garden. There was a tree as our shade. The flowers were all different colors. And too beautiful.

"Yeah?" He smiled widely at me.

"Seungcheol asked me the other day to ask you to go out with them." I said. It was true, and I wanted the kid out of the apartment for some time.

"No. Plus I will be hanging out with them tonight. So they will be fine," he casually said.

"Please? I need some time to myself," I tried to plead.

"Fi~ne," he sighed and took out some food.

He ate and I sat there not wanting to eat. We both knew that in don't eat much. If I had one meal, then that was enough for me.

Seokmin on the other hand, had to eat twenty four seven. He would eat at 12 at night for some weird reasons. But it was probably to get his mind off of things.

"Seokmin, your starting to become fat," I teased.

"What?!" He looked at his stomach.

"Look, it is big. You have a stomach. You need to work out," I touched his stomach. When I looked up, he was bright red.

"Jisoo~ stop, it's embarrassing," he covered his face. I quietly laughed, and looked away.

We weren't dating. But we seemed like we were dating. Is that possible? Was it flirting? No. It had to be more than that. Seokmin and I had a strong relationship. I didn't want to tell Seokmin I liked him, since I didn't know what to say. I guess I kinda confessed to him that day he came looking for me. I knew he came in the room, but I didn't say anything to him...