Suicidal [Completed]

Chapter 9: The Search

"Minniee~" Jeonghan yelled from a crossed the canteen.

"Uh, yeah?" I walked towards the tabled he and the rest were sitting at.

"Where is Jisoo? Wasn't he suppose to see you?" He looked around the canteen for him.

"I might have told him," I bite my lips.

"LEE SEOKMIN!" Jeonghan screeched and the whole entire student body looked at us, "HOW DARE YOU?!"

"Sorry," I whimpered at everyone and Jeonghan including.

Jeonghan got up and dragged me out the doors.

"I swear to Lord, you always do the dumbest thing ever," He kept dragging me.

We looked around the building for him. When the bell rung, we went to our room. Jisoo wasn't even there when we entered the room.

"Soonyoung?" Jeonghan jumped in front of Soonyoung.

"What?" He glared at us.

"Can you please help us look for Jisoo?" Jeonghan asked.

"Jihoon will kill me though," Soonyoung sighed.

"Bring him along! Please?" Jeonghan basked his eyelashes.

"Soonyoung can you please just help us?" I asked.

"Fine, but you have to help me with Jihoon. He won't like it if we miss one single lesson," Soonyoung whined.

"I got it, no worries," Jeonghan said. "But you two leave first, I will get Jihoon to leave after the teacher takes attendance."

We then followed our plan to find Jisoo.

After all four of us got out the room, we walked to the bathrooms. We checked everywhere and made sure that we checked every empty room.

"Jisoo?" I walked into the fourth music room.

There was music playing, like a guitar.

Oh, his eyes, his eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining
His smile, his smile
The only one that keeps me smiling

He's so wonderful
And I tell him every day

It was Jisoo's voice. I stood there and waited for him to continue singing.

Yeah, I know, I know
When I compliment him
He won't believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think that he don't see what I see

But every time he asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause boy you're amazing
Just the way you are

His lips, his lips
I could kiss them all day if he'd let me
His laugh, his laugh
Is the only one that gets me

He's so wonderful
And I tell him every day

Yeah, you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause boy you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

And when I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause boy you're amazing
Just the way you are  

I walked over to where he was sitting. He was looking out the window. I saw a small silver shining thing between his fingers. 

"Jisoo?" I asked. 

He slowly looked at me. His eyes were burning red, and tears were already forming in his eyes.

"Jisoo, don't," I walked towards him slowly.

He got up and put the guitar down. He wasn't looking at me. He wasn't even smiling. The smile I wished to see that I saw yesterday.

"I don't want you to hurt yourself, please put it down," I walked over to him and put my hands over his.

He stood there, silently. He wasn't even smiling but he did put the blade down.

"I-I wanna help you... Too," He whispered.

I closed my eyes and shook mt head, "No."

"Fine," He pushed me off, and walked away.

"Jisoo, just please," I pleaded.

"Let me help you. I want to help you," He stopped walking and waited.

"Okay then," I really didn't want to disappoint the small boy.

"Thank you," He smiled. The smile I was wanting. I smiled back.