Just for media? || L.H.

Breaking up, feelings being exposed

- Sammi -

I was laying on the studio's couch with my feet up. Texting Luke, and no I haven't stop.

"Sammi could you put your feet down?"

"Mhum, mhum," I nodded, not looking up from my phone.

"Sammi, focus!" Fae said, taking my phone.

"Faeee!" I whined, sitting correctly.

"Thank you, your recording was successful today." Emily, a supervisor, said.

"Mmmkay!" I said, taking my phone off Fae's hands.

"You can go now." She smiled, walking away.

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"Sweg," I laughed, as we walk on the parking lot.

"You need help Sammi Parks." She rolled her eyes, getting her car keys.

"Yeah, right," I chuckled, getting inside the car.

"So Michael called, while you were recording, and said they already landed. And their manager said you had to meet Luke this afternoon, in the coffee shop across our flat." She explained, starting to drive away.

"I'm still not ready to see him. How long are they staying in Australia?"

"Just two days, they'll be leaving by tomorrow."

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As I sat on a table for two, I smiled.

Just to think I will be able to see Luke today makes me feel all warm inside.

But at the same time I am really worried.

What if this turns out wrong, what if I get too scared and I don't tell him how I really feel.

I just want him to know that I love him and that nothing in this world will change that.

But I the same I time I don't.

I shook my head as a tall figure approached me.

I look up just to this his blue eyes and his blonde quiff.

Yes, it was Luke Hemmings.

A smiled formed in my lips, but he kept a straight face. He sat down and groaned, taking a menu into his hands.

I looked away, not really knowing what to do.

He didn't say a word until a waitress came over.

"I would like a banana muffin," I smiled at her. "Luke do you want anything?" I ask, looking at him.

"No, thank you." He said, looking at the waitress. He kept a straight face the rest of the date.

I didn't feel like talking, I felt like if I did I would mess everything up.

"So that was all I ever meant to you?" His deep voice, suddenly, spoke.

"What?" I whisper.

"Was I just a crush, all those kisses, all those hugs... I'm not crazy. I know you feel something for me too." He said, a little bit louder.

"Luke I've already told you, I feel absolutely nothing."

Sammi, why are you even lying, tell him the truth.

"Nothing, huh?" He asks, before he started kissing my lips softly. Our lips in perfect sync, as we both breathed out.

He knows I feel something for him, but I just don't want to hurt him.

I want him to be happy.

Even if that means I have to hide my feelings over him.

He, softly, broke the kiss apart as I shot him a death glare.

"You're just gonna stand there, staring at me like that and pretend nothing happen between us."

"Luke, nothing happened between us." I sigh, lying.

"Stop saying that, stop lying to yourself, stop lying to me." He cried out.

I still wasn't showing any emotion.

"I told you... I don't love you. I told you nothing happened between us. And yes you were nothing but another crush." I shook my head, shrugging.

"I loved you. I followed you. I supported you. I respected you. But however you like being treat like shit. Just like that Kian guy treated you." He said, hitting the table with his fist three times.

That's it I can't take it anymore.

I have to tell him the truth.

"Luke-"

"You know what? Lets just get this over with."

"No, you are going to listen." I bitted my lip. "You know I support you. You know I respect you. And you know I love the way you treat me. Luke, you know I'm lying, you know I love you."

He half smiled, "Then what are you waiting for?"

"For you to make the first move." I smiled.

"It's good to know you still love me." He said, proudly.

"Yeah," I called back, him pulling a wide smile. "Go be a rockstar or something."

"Will do."

We are moving on, surprisingly... I believe that's a good thing.

We didn't have to do it the sappy and cliché way, like the stupid tone tic movies.

But instead we did it, our way.

"Cue for the awkward scene..."

"UGH THAT'S IT, SAMMI PARKS WE ARE OVER!" He stood up, causing a scene.

Just what his manager was asking for.

"WHATEVER, I DONT EVEN NEED YOU." I stood up, too, crossing my arms.

He stormed out used the store, me sitting down on our table.

All the presents were staring at me as I just smirked, to myself.

All worked as expected.

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