Sold To Exo's Kai

Chapter. 10

Him Again

We continued to eat, but in awkward silence. Most of the time I was too focused thinking about why he would take me out or even tell me that he was concerned of me. Does he actually care? Or is it just cause he bought me, i'd be a waste of money if i just died.... I wonder what he's thinking. I can never tell with that serious look on his face. I look up at him and we make eye contact.
"Are you done?" he asks me.
I nod slightly.

"Great." he replies.

He pays the bill and we get up to leave. We get back in the car and drive home. During the drive, the same thoughts keep coming back. Does he care? Why is he doing this? Does he want something? I had the urge to ask him but before I could even say anything he cuts me off.

"The boys are coming over again...."

I stay silent.
"I want you to get upstairs and clean yourself up. Look presentable." He orders me.

Does that mean i'll see Sehun again?
What does it even matter though, if I talk to him or even look at him, Jongin will just punish me.
I sigh.
He's my only reality.

We get home and soon after, I hear the door open and people talking.
They're here.
I get downstairs and greet all the boys. As I'm saying hi to all of them I notice that someone is missing.

Sehun.

Jongin notices that I've realized that he isn't here. He walks over to me.
"He's not coming. Don't expect him. Sit down."
He holds my arm tight and leads me to a chair in the living room. We all sat down and had conversations. Mostly about upcoming performances and whatever drama was happening between groups.
After a while I tuned everyone out and kept to myself. I really wanted to see him again. He made my smile throughout this entire messed up life i'm in right now. I wonder what would be different if he was the one who bought me....

While talking to myself, I never heard the door open. I soon realized that everyone was silent for a bit. I looked up and I saw him there. Standing by the doorway was Sehun.
I felt a tiny bit of happiness. But then I grew worried, because I know Jongin doesn't want him here right now.
I look at Jongin and he looks a bit annoyed. Sehun walks in and joins us in the living room. Conversations continued like normal. Except now Chanyeol was starting to talk about really dirty things about him and some fans.. ew.

Sehun sat across from me and i can feel his gaze on me. Not only his but also Jongins as well. Even though i wanted to look at Sehun, i turned to Jongin, who was sitting right next to me, I look at him and he looks pleased?
He gives a smirk to Sehun. Now there's tension between the two boys and I don't know how anyone else doesn't notice. I hope this doesn't get too serious...

A couple hours later and we suddenly had more guests come and we had a party. I'm not a big fan of parties. I always felt uncomfortable. Everyone was drinking and dancing. Some people were getting it on in some corners. It just felt like a typical party.
I notice that Jongin really likes to drink and tonight, he was reaaallyy drinking. Funny thing is, he told me i'm not allowed to drink unless it's just me him alone.
A drink really sounds good though right now. Throughout the party, I never saw Sehun. I wanted to look for him but Jongin won't leave me out of his sight. It's around 2 am and Jongin takes one more shot after like 8 and he comes towards me.
Uh oh... I know that face.
He grabs my shoulders and whispers in my ear, "We're going upstairs. Now."

We both walk upstairs and I can already tell where this is going. Jongin is super drunk and I can smell the alcohol. Throws me down on the bed and starts taking my clothes off. He gives wet sloppy kisses and I feel uncomfortable. I begin to slightly force him off me but it doesn't matter cause he always wins in the end. He feels hot and sweaty. He penetrates me and beats me. He's more aggressive and we finish fast.
Drunk Jongin doesn't care about foreplay or anything. He just wants to get it done and that's it. While we were having sex, I just felt dirty. I knew that he doesn't really care. I felt sick. I got up to go to the bathroom. Washed myself up a bit and got back to the room. Jongin was knocked out. I tried waking him up but he wouldn't move. I thought, this is my time to leave him. I get out of the room and I feel a sort of relief. I'm not being controlled right now or watched. I feel relaxed.

I get downstairs and it's loud. Ugh my head hurts. I grab a water bottle and head out to the backyard.

It feels nice out, the air is fresh and the moon is bright.
I stretch out my arms and a smile goes on my face. This feels good.

"Jongin's finally asleep?"

I get startled and I turn around quickly. My eyes goes wide and I finally get to see him again....

"Sehun." I say quietly.

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