I walk slowly by the row of shops. I feel so lonely. I just graduate from college a few months ago. I should start working but until today not a single person wants to hire me. I’ve been to many interviews and I’m sick of it. It was the same questions over and over and still no confirmation when I can start work. All they say we will get back to you. Sure call me but still my phone not ringing. I don’t have friends to hang out with because everyone busy with their own life. I don’t have a boyfriend either. The last time I check he cheat on me with a junior right before graduation.
I’m so envy when I see other people have something to go to. Something to do every day while me I just go from one place or another or just stay at home and wait for people to call you and say congratulation you got the job and you can start on Monday. I feel my life suck and I don’t even start it. All I wish is there a miracle somewhere.
I see a bar not far away. Why not have a drink to let me forget my life for a while. I went in and sat at the stool at the bar. I order my drink and enjoy my drink slowly. It sucks to drink alone. Is that my life so bad? Think positive don’t think negative. Just enjoy the drink and be happy. Be happy! How am I going to be happy when I all alone? Talk to the bartender? I don’t want to tell him all about my miserable life and I don’t think he want to know either.
After my second glass I heard a British accent beside me ordering the drink. I look beside me and he look at me. “Hi I’m Zayn.”
“Hi I’m Alexis.”
“Hi how are you?"
“Im Fine thanks you.” OMG…its Zayn from 1D. I can’t believe it. Well I know he famous. What he doing here? He comes here for a drink of course. Lexis relax just try to be yourself.
“So are you alone at the bar? I seldom see a lady at the bar alone usually guys.”
“Yeah I know just having life crisis.” I order one more drink.
“A life crisis. Okay. Cool.”
“What you doing here?”
“I running away from the lads and having a quite time and smoking.”
“Cool.”
“You smoke?”
“No.”
We continue chat for few moments then the bartender said they going to closed I look at my watch and it late really late. I forget the time. When I start to chat with Zayn time fly so fast and I don’t feel my life bad at all and it not last that long until I out of the place. I’m not feeling so well. Did I drink a lot? How many? I can’t remember. What have I done? How I’m going back home if I can’t see the road straight.
I hold the streetlight pillar by the roadside. Then I hear the familiar voice. “You need help?”
“No no its okay. I’m fine. “
“You don’t really look fine to me. Why don’t I help send you home? We can get a cab together. I drop you by your house.” He grabs my hand and stops a cab. I just follow him into the cab. I feel so bad. Feel so horrible. I never feel this weird. Note to self don’t drink too much especially when you alone.
All I feel is fall asleep. I try to fight with myself. Stay awake. Can you trust this guy? You’re lady and drunk. Stay awake. As much as I struggle to stay awake it really difficult.
I can see her struggle with herself. She had drunk too much. Oh shit I forget to ask her the address. “Alexis…Alexis can you give me your address?” I try to ask her and her just quiet and no response. I try again and I can see she already pass out. Great job Zayn. Now what will you do? You just meet this girl and don’t know where she stays. Come on Zayn think and think fast.
There no other choice than to bring her with me. How I’m going to sneak her in. Our policy is tight. No girl especially at our hotel room. I don’t have a choice. I have to secretly sneak her in. tomorrow when we go to our interview she can go home. You master at disappearing Zayn and you can do this.
I told the cab driver to stop at the back door of the hotel. I don’t want to take risk at the entrance I’m sure the pap’s will not sleep. They want some juicy news. I can’t risk that. I paid and slowly take Alexis in my arms. I go through the way I sneak out. I know I good at it. Wherever we go I will study the map of the hotel and try new way to make an exit without anybody notice. I move as fast as I can. Lucky I work out so to carry her in my arms and move fast just a bit hard. I can manage it.
Finally I’m in my room. I put her down on the bed. I go check everyone to see if anyone awake. Lucky me everybody pass out. Did they notice I gone? I guess not. Well no need to worry Zayn you made it. Now just go to sleep and figure it out tomorrow.
