Mr Styles: COMPLETED

Chapter 13

"Angel" he speaks smoothly in the quiet church, I had almost fallen asleep on his chest.

I instantly get up from his chest and rub the sleep out of my eyes.

"You don't look well" he furrows his brows.

"This is what you did to me"

"Don't"

"You're horrible harry, truly horrible, let me guess, you're only here because Chloe had another fight with you and you need someone to fulfil your needs?" I laugh.

"I love you"

"Lust me, because I LOVE you, whereas you love my body and what it can do for you"

"So you're ending us here, in this fucking church!" He shouts.

"What choice do I have huh! You tell me because I don't know any idiot that stays with an abuser"

"I'm not an abuser" he seethes.

"Well the women hitter!"

"Stop!"

"We can't be together! Even if you did love me, we just can't"

"Why not? Fuck what they say, I love you, I'm a fucking psycho, emotionally repressed I get it, but you-you're all I've got, I need you" his voice breaks slightly and I feel my heart ache.

"This-this is poison, we're poisonous together, imagine everything that'd happen if we did come out hmm, what would they say"

"Well it's a good thing summer break is coming up and you're leaving next year"

"What if I meet my love at college, I might forget you"

"Don't you dare"

"We're doomed for goodness sake!"

"No, no we love each other, there's nothing I look more forward to then hearing your beautiful voice in the morning, watch you laugh and do all your weird little things, and yes I fucking love your body, its a part of you, its mine- I love you"

"I've heard you say it enough" I roll my eyes. "I can't just go back with you, not after this"

"Lets go out tonight, after the coach trip, I'll drive to a restaurant and I can make it up to you"

"I am so tired"

"I'm trying here, can you meet me halfway at least" he half smiles.

"I'm sorry harry" my voice breaks and my eyes start to swell with tears again.
"This is hard for me too you know, but I'm trying to do the right thing, for you and for me"

Harry lets his tears flow and his eyes turn a deep red, I wish I could wipe that pain away, but I have to stop this.

"P-please, I'll do anything, I'll file for divorce, we can move nearer to any college you like and nobody will know us" harry walks on his knees over to me and grabs my legs. "Baby please"

"Look what I've done to you. I've done just as much as you've done to me. We keep hurting each other harry and it's not healthy, I'm letting you go, I'm letting you sort things out with Chloe and I want you to promise me something" I cry and look up to Jesus who seemed to be staring at me intently.

"W-what" he sobs heavily on my legs and I caress my fingers into his cotton candy hair.

"After this residential it's over. We don't talk to each other we don't even look at each other. Harry, promise that you'll forget I ever existed"