AN: This is my first time writing something like this so go easy on me please. I'm still trying to get a nice flow and feel for this story. Please leave any comments that you feel may help me write better. Thanks for reading!!!
"What's this really about kara?"
I stare at Alex, holding the torn bag of chips, and begin to feel the tears stream down my face. Alex sees my knees go weak and catches me before I can fall and dent the floor.
"Kara." Alex smoothes down my hair as she pulls me in to her lap and hugs me.
She use to do this when we were kids and my powers got the better of me. She would hold me in our room and say "No matter what happens I'll help make you stronger when you feel weak."
Every time she said that I would feel this warmth grow in my chest, getting bigger and bigger. Finally I asked her about it one day and she laughed. "That's our sister bond Kara never let it go."
I look up at her now and I know I have to tell her what I'm feeling but thinking about it, I really don't know where to start.
"Alex I love someone but I don't know what to do about it." I finally say after my tears dried up."I know all I have to do is tell her but how can I do that when I can't even love myself." I get up from her lap wrap my arms around my knees as I bring them to my chest."I don't know who I am anymore Alex. Am I Supergirl? Am I Kara danvers? Am I Kara Zor-El? WHO AM I ALEX?" I yell and start to cry harder than I was a minute ago. " I don't want to be Mon-El's weakness. I don't want to be his girlfriend. I just wanted a friend." I use the sleeve of my shirt to wipe my tears. "I thought if I had someone like me, someone who understands what it's like to have these power then he could help me. Help me find myself while helping him find himself, but you know what? I don't want him to help me. I want her. I want her to help me be better. I want her to make me feel like the hero I wanna be."
"Wait a minute, Kara, who is she? This love of your life? Who's this girl that's gonna help you find your self?" Alex say as she finally get me to slow down from my fast speech.
"Lena Luthor" I say with the first really smile spreading across my face since Alex got here.
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Hero or weakness?
FanfictionI keep making changes but this is going to be about Kara trying to figure things out so that she can tell lena she loves her. Mistake are mine, sadly the characters are not. Except Freddie. Freddie is mine.
