Loner's Feelings

Chapter 10

Eulan's Pov

Another have passed but until now I am not confidently stand infront of my new classmates. Nakakahiya ee .

Habang may kanya kanyang ginagawa sila sa tapat ko ay may nagsalita .kinausap nya yung schoolmate ko na si Nestle .

Pero napansin ko tumigil sila at nung itinunghay ko ang aking mukha ee sakin pala sila nakatingin at sinabi nya Introvert daw ako. Napa Haha na lang ako.

But I let it passed and decided to ask his name and there I slowly know all of them but not being my friend.

marami sa kanila angaling sa ibat ibang school and I admire them .

Marami rin kasi maganda at matalino sa klase namin.yung isa pa nga ee model .

Nung una nhihiya pa ako kausapin sya pero kalaunan nasanay na ako sa kanya.

Marami run nagdatingan nagpapasali sa mga clubs at mas sinalihan ang drama club.

While we are having a vacant time my other classmates were excused because of their practice in that club.

Their practice room is just only infront of our room so that I finally realized that . ...

That club is the one who HE joined And member and who play before long time ago..

I suddenly remember Him . The only one who is the reason my heart pounding so fast that time.

The man ... Actually a Gay who captives my heart.

Urrghhhhh

After that Lea put some joke and she said ....

Eulan ,kuya Nike is asking about you.. He wants to ask permission to talk tou you while we are on middle of studying

I immediatly cursed her in my thought bit definitely I did not believe her.

Duhh. Imposible mangyari yun nohh.

I am just nothing but he is popular

I am ugly while He is handsome

we are not fit or perfect to each other.

So that simple things will never and did not happened ..

Yeaahhhh. I should accept that fact even its another reason to be hurt.

Remember Eulan you dont deserving of anything good in life!! Remember that!!