Chapter 10

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MARCEL'S P.O.V

Yesterday, right after Sam got out of the hospital, she called me saying that she wanted to hang out with me after school today. I remember that after she called me, i couldn't stop smiling and i think i even slept with a wide smile on my face.

I'm still shocked that she goes to therapy with Mrs. Smith also. Right after the nurse sedated her Mrs. Smith had to cancel my appointment because she had to be with her at the hospital and explain everything to the doctors. To me Sam seemed perfectly fine, well i kinda noticed the way she could easily get angry but that's all.

At the hospital i didn't want to ask her anything because she had just woken up and Mrs. Smith said that she doesn't like it when people ask her any questions about that subject and if you do she just ends up having another nervous break down or a panic attack which their kinda the same thing. If you actually think about it, the people who go to therapy have depression or some kind of trauma, its kinda impossible to think that Sam is depressed or has a trauma because she seems like a really strong girl, maybe she is really good at hiding it by acting though with everyone.

When i was at the hospital and Sam asked me why i was at the clinic with Mrs. Smith, i got really nervous because i didn't want to tell her about my depression and that i self-harm. I remember back in England when someone found out i cut, he told everyone and then they started calling me 'gay' or 'homo' etc.

I'm now standing in the school's parking lot going towards the entrance, before i could enter school i looked over to the skating area (idk what's called, sorry) and saw Sam sitting on a her skateboard, she was wearing black skinny jeans, a blue t-shirt that had the superman 's' in it, and a blue bandana on her loose brown hair, she looked so beautiful, i noticed she still has bands on her hand. The only thing that ruined the beautiful image i was looking at is the skater guy sitting on his skateboard right next Sam. She seems to be enjoying their conversation because she would chuckle, smile, blush at things he says, i felt mixed emotions build inside of me maybe it was just jealosy. She turned her gaze towards my direction and saw me, she smiled and waved at me. She got up from her skateboard but my jelousy got even worse when she turn to hug him.

"Hey!" Sam walked over to me

"H-Hi" i stuttered

"Let's go to class" she grabbed my hand and walked with. Some people were looking at us like we had an extra toe or something but she didn't seem to care.

When we entered the classroom we sat on the front together. Nothing can ruin my day right now!!!

Suddenly Lindsey came in the class coughing

"Ugh" she sat all the way towards the back "my throat hurts"

"Do your knees hurt too?" Sam smirked while placing both of her legs on the table in front of her, i couldn't help but laugh at her joke, she smiled at me and chuckled

"Very funny" Lindsey sent Sam a glare

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SAM'S P.O.V

Marcel and i are now walking in the park. I wanted to spend time with him since i still feel terrible about what i did to him last week, so im planning on making it up to him.

"So who's your favorite artist?" I asked trying to make a conversation

"Joel Faviere" Marcel answered

"Really?" I asked, oh my god i love Joel faviere!!

He nodded

"I love Joel Faviere!" I smiled "his music is awesome"

"I-It is" he smiled

"Which is your favorite song by Joel?" I asked, finally i find someone who likes Joel Faviere

"T-The war against ourselves"

"I like that song but my favorite one is If you knew"

Marcel and me kept talking about things we liked and we also went to starbucks for a coffee. I noticed it was getting late and i had to go back home.

Marcel walked me to my house, i told him not to but he kept on insisting so i let him walk me home.

"It was nice hanging out with you Marcel" i said as i open my house door "we should do this more often"

"I had f-fun" he smiled

"Bye" i smiled and gave him a brief hug, he waved bye to me and walked away. I closed the door and walked to wards the kitchen with my coffee on my left hand since i still can't really use my right hand.

"Why so happy?" Mom asked while sitting at a chair on the kitchen table

"Huh?" I asked

"You won't stop smiling" she chuckled "who were you with?"

"Marcel" i sigh

"Is he your boyfriend?" She smirked

"No" i shook my head "we're just friends"

"Its obvious that you like him"

"Mom!" I got out of the kitchen and sat on the couch while smiling at myself, why can't i stop smiling!?

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