Fix you (Marcel/Harry styles)

chapter 11

SAM'S P.O.V

"Marcel!" school just ended and I'm looking for Marcel who was standing by his locker "guess what"

"what?" he chuckled

"I'm passing my math class with a 90!" I jumped and hugged him

"great" he smiled "are you going to tutoring today?" he asked, he doesn't stutter around me anymore and to say the truth I think it's cute when he stutters.

"sorry I-"

today I have to go to therapy and I have no reason to lie to him since he already knows I do

"I have an appointment with Mrs. Smith"

"Oh ok" he mumbled "so..tomorrow?"

"Yeah" I nodded "I have to go now" I walked away and came out of school.

I made my way to therapy and decided to listen to music on the way there. I clicked shuffle and the familiar song started playing, my immortal by evanescence

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face-it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice-it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

I took off my headphones and entered the clinic. I saw some people sitting in the waiting room and the same secretary sitting by her table typing on her computer.

I didn't bothered to ask if I could enter Mrs. Smith's office, I just entered.

"hey Sam" she smiled

"hi" I sat on the chair in front of her.

"how's your hand?" she asked, I looked at my hand which only had some scars on it.

"better" I mumbled

"I wanted to discuss about the day you came here very furious and had to be taken to the hospital" she said, I rolled my eyes and looked down at my lap "what happened?"