WARNING: THIS ONESHOT HAS TALK OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDE, IF YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO HANDLE IT PLESE DON'T READ!! -Thank you
Erwin x Self Harmer!Levi
After his squad's death Levi went into a dark place he would harm himself to help ease the pain. Levi eventually got out of his gloom with the help of his lover Erwin. But, for a second time almost everyone on his squad were killed. Levi was having trouble coping.
Today was the burial in wall sina for the fallen soldiers. Levi didn't go, Erwin did and talked on Levi's behalf.
While the funeral was going on Levi was in his room standing in front of the bathroom mirror. He looked into the mirror to see himself. Full of self hate Levi punches the mirror it shattering into pieces. Falling to his knees Levi picks up a piece of broken glass holding it to his wrists he thought to himself 'It should have been me' Levi slashes his wrists for each of his fallen comrades, whispering their names as he cuts deeper. 'Petra, Oluo, Eld, Gunther' Levi cuts and cuts not once thinking about his lover or the people who care about him. All he could think about was how it was his fault and that he was the one who basically killed them. Levi's vision was starting to blur, when a knock came from his bedroom door.
Erwin had walked back to the base to see Levi and check up on him. Worrying about his lover the whole day. Hanji also, came along to give her regards to Levi. When there was no answer Erwin knocked again for a second time. Without any answer again Erwin was now freaking out. "Hanji help me get the door open" Hanji nods and picks the lock. The two run in. Hearing the heavy breathing and water running, Erwin runs to the washroom. To find the door locked once again "Levi! LEVI!" Erwin was screaming his lover's name his voice cracking as tears beging to fall down his face. Erwin steps back and runs towards the door breaking it down in one go. What he sees will haunt him forever. "Oh my god. HANJI GET YOU ASS IN HERE NOW!!" Erwin yells running to Levi's side and picking him up. Hanji runs in and immediately get to work on stopping the bleeding as Erwin cradles Levi "Oi, don't you die one me. Stay with me Levi. I need you. Please" Erwin's tears mixing with Levi's on his face. "I love you please." Erwin said quietly. "Erwin we need to get him to the infirmary!" hanji says calmly but seriously. Nodding Erwin carries Levi and they run to the infirmary.
It's been 6 months after this incident. Levi is recovering well. Hanji was able to save his life with help from Erwin. And Erwin never left Levi's side not even for a second in fear of losing his lover again. Levi's once smooth wrists now had scars. But he didn't mind them to much, they let him know that he survived a dark time.
Levi was sitting on the couch in Erwin's office. Erwin kept sharing glances with Levi both blushing when caught. Suddenly Erwin stands up and walks to Levi. "Levi, I love you" he said. Levi nods his head. "I love you t-" He was cut off by Erwin smashing his lips into Levi's. "It's been too long" Erwin smirks. Levi rolls his eyes but, agrees with him.
((TO BE CONTINUED, Next 'Chapter' Will be a Lemon...))
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Erwin x Levi (SLOW UPDATES)
FanfictionOne shots about the Attack on Titan characters. I don't own the Attack on titan UN. Nor do I own the characters. All I do own are the story's that they are in... I ship these 2 together and I wanted to write about it to I made this collection of...
