Lil shorty was really tweaking at the hands of me. She was really in her feelings and to be a buck I felt bad. She was acting crazy cursing at me and shit, it seemed like she was really hurt. Shit. I knew I had to do something about it. I texted her because I would rather explain shit to her in person than over the phone. Half way outta habit because I never knew who was listening. I was definitely happy that she would allow a nigga to pull up on her, because if she didn't well I would just have to convince her to let me. When she gave me her address I was surprised at how close she lived to me. I let my moms know that in about 15 or 20 minutes I'd be heading out the door so she could come pray with me. We wasn't really religious like that but sometimes I feel like her telling God to cover me everyday be having me straight when I do what I do. I let the water in the shower run til it built up some steam, I lit my backwood and took a puff. Shit was hitting. I didn't plan on hotboxing but I definitely Was Finna face. I took a quick lil 5 minute shower and hopped out. I was high as hell but that shit calmed me. I grabbed some black Levi's and a black tshirt and my black timbs. All I ever wore was black and it was for a reason. I didn't want lil shorty to be scared of me so I put on a red sweater. Once I was dressed, I brushed my teeth, it was always the last thing I did and I didn't know why. Ma! Ma! I'm Finna head out yo. Heading into the kitchen I seen a box on the island. This must've been what moms was talking about earlier. I read the tag, "Because even when I'm spending your money on me, I'm still thinking about you". My moms was a trip. I opened the box to find a nice ass gold movado watch. I tossed it on, and this bitch was right. It complimented my outfit. Soon as I turned around my moms popped up outta nowhere. We began to pray. ".... And please cover him in your blood. I can't lose him. Amen. I love you Zeke." And with that I was gone. "I'm downstairs" she read my text. Believe it or not I was nervous as hell to see lil shorty for more reasons than I thought. I didn't know what she'd think of me or how she'd think of me. I wondered if I would be what she imagined if she imagined anything. Not wanting to get caught in my thoughts I texted her that she could come downstairs. She was taking too long to do anything and it was starting to get irritating. I needed to see her at that very moment. She told me what floor she lived on and I was on my way up, I would see her one way or another. Jogging up the stairs I was tired as hell. It was only two apartments on each floor so I was glad about that. She didn't text me which apartment she was in but my chances was 50/50. Soon as I got to her floor I seen some lil shorty. I caught a glimpse of her but I was focused on other things like Kya. I thought I'd try my luck by asking if she knew her to save myself from having to knock on doors, but she didn't respond. Wtf I Thought like did she not speak English or was she deaf? This kinda discouraged me so I said excuse me because maybe she just didn't hear me. Then I thought nah she fucking heard me. Just then I said fuck it, sarcastically thanked her and I was on my way out. Soon as I turned to the stairs I heard her whisper something. In the game I'm in You gotta be on full alert. So I turned around and said what. "I'm Kya" was all I needed and wanted to hear. My heart started beating a mile a minute. I was nervous as hell. She didn't turn around and I wanted to see her. Look into her eyes. She seemed scared, maybe even nervous. I told her I didn't bite and just my luck she faced me. Looking at me with those big doe eyes she got, I felt weak. Weak for a girl for the first time in my life.
