hanging by a thread

hanging by a thread•~•09

"It's been a while huh Tyler," the deep, hellish voice ringing in his head. It used to terrify him, especially when he was younger.

"Please leave me alone." He whispered, trying not to wake Josh.

"Ty, don't be  delusional, you wouldn't want me to leave. I help you make important choices in your meaningless life."

"Please!" Tyler's whisper growing a little louder. Josh shifted, his arm still holding Tyler close to his chest.

"Don't raise your voice Ty, you wouldn't want to wake up your boyfriend, if he were to wake up, he find it odd that you're talking to yourself, then he might break up with you, then you'll be back to the depressed little faggot that you are!"

"STOP!" Tyler yelled, sitting up which causes Josh to wake up.

"Tyler what's wrong babe?" Josh sat up, Tyler's back was turned towards him.

"Good job, you fucked it all up now, not a surprise knowing you."

"STOP IT! PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" he had completely forgotten about Josh who was right behind him, who was more confused than ever.

"B-but Ty, I was only trying to h-" Josh stuttered. Tyler turned around immediately.

"No, Josh it's not you, it's," Tyler thought about the possible outcomes that would happen if  he told him. He would think he was crazy, he surely would.

"Come on Tyler, tell him all about me. Tell him how much I help you in life, or your poor excuse of one that is."

"Ty, is there something you need to tell me?"

"Yeah, I mean..." he trailed.

"You mean what?"

"Nothing, nevermind."

"Well, come on you have him waiting."

"WILL YOU SHUT UP BLURRY?" Josh jumped at his boyfriend's sudden outburst.

"Blurry?" Josh began, still taken back from the shout. "Who's Blurry?"

"You have to tell him now, come on Ty."

"Blurryface, he's," he paused, searching for the right words. "he's this voice that's in my head, although he's more than just a voice to me. He's this whole person. He controls my mind, and makes me do things I don't want to." He could feel the tears to build up, his throat becoming dry.

"Take your time honey." Josh reached out and grabbed Tyler's hand from behind, making small circles with his thumb on the back of it. Tyler took a deep breath before continuing.

"He has these dark, red, soulless eyes, black hands and a black neck. His face is white, with two red spots on his temple and mouth. His voice sounds like something from a horror movie, and he loves to come out when I'm the most happy. So when I'm with you."