Marvel One Shots

I just uhh wanted to say I uhh miss you || steggy

~ a/n this is after Peggy died civil war, but the rest of civil war didn't happen, so steve is not a fugitive and they don't have Bucky... ~

*Steve's POV*

It has been 3 months since Peggy died and I'm hardly coping, it feels like I only just got her back and she got snatched away from me, I miss her so much she was the love of my life, fate tore us apart before and now it has done it again, I'm going to visit Peggy's grave for the first time since she was buried. I fly to England via the quinjet, book a hotel room and walk to the graveyard, and find Peggy's headstone. I smile sadly down at the grave "hey peg it's me Stevie, I don't know if you can hear me or not but I just wanted to uh tell you i miss you, a whole lot you were all I had left peg and now your gone too, you know when I found out you were still alive I was so happy cause you were my best girl and I couldn't leave my best girl right?, Peg please come back, it's not the same with out you here, everything is falling apart, and by everything I mean me" I wipe the tears that are falling away "did I tell you that Bucky was alive, well he is, last time I saw him was two years ago. I've been looking for him peg but I can't find him. I wish you could've helped you would found him in weeks, none of this would've happened if I just told you my coordinates back in the day, we could've been together I was just being fucking stupid, we never did get to dance. I met an interesting friend of yours at your funeral, said her name was Angie, and that she used to call you English, sounds like you had a great life kicking ass and taking names. I wish I could've been there doll, we would've had a hell of a time, I still love you ya know, you were the first person I ever loved and I lost you twice, wasn't once enough. I miss you so much peg, when I first found out you died I cried for 3 days straight, Sam had to drag my ass out of bed to go to your funeral. I was content laying in bed thinking of our time together but Sam went all therapist on me and told me I had to go. I just miss you so much, and yeah I've said it a lot but I mean it Peggy I miss you so fucking much please just come back, please we didn't get to dance." I fall to my knees and whisper "please peg please." I cry into my hands for a little while, before I feel a hand on my shoulder "excuse me sir but the cemetery is closing. I'm sorry but I'm going to have to ask you to leave" I nod still crying, why did Peggy have to die, I wish I could've spent more time with her, I wipe my tears and look at the sky "I love you Margaret 'Peggy' Carter, I'll be back soon"