√memories√

could it be

This might result like a big chaos. Im sorry thats cause these are just naked thought, no story no actions no sense.
My mind isn't always logic.

I thought i was about to lose it. I was just staring and watching and turning and watching and trying to keep it and dont let tears fall down. I thought my empire was about to go in pieces and fall apart, crush and squeeze and crush and crush and crush. Maybe it was all about my feelings. I knew that i was feeling like i had never felt before and

an entire lake was melting in my stomach and an forest was burning in my lungs and a whole planet was exploding in my head

. My knees weren't there anymore, my fists weren't a part of me no longer, my eyes were still and chained, as if control was none and the odds stept into the light. I wasn't able anymore. They weren't watching me, knew everything. I could understand the world. I thought of us. Of how their legs were moving on and how their feet were, their position and what they meant. I didn't like it, knowing. So cruel, so mean so sad so cruel so rude so harsh. I couldn't take it, knowing but didn't want to accept to sell and being sold. They just told me to wake up and i couldn't take it. I just did cause i did understand.

A thought for a penny a song for two a lie for free.

Eyes staring couldn't hear but i knew it all i knew they were laughing at our face couldn't wake up. Just keep walking doesn't mean you'll go somewhere, you'll reach a place, doesn't mean anything cause i know its not enough. I know its not the same i know its not possible i know we have time but got lost sure they sold they sell everything you don't realize it but they do and i know it and you will if you keep close. A lie for free yes im fine no i dont need to get out no i dont need help.