Burning Desire

Chap 2

I was seriously not ready for teachers or the traffic. I can't help it though life doesn't always run the way I want. As the red shiny bus came to a halt, boys fought to get to the door. It wasn't because they wanted to get down or even to help me carry my project in. It was to help Rosa get off. I ignored the urge of jealousy and played cool, plus I have my boyfriend. He isn't popular though like Rosa. For some reason she has a crush on him for sometime now. But I ignored it, because I trusted her as she's been my friend since like middle school. Though nothing has changed with her being popular and us being best friends, lately I've been getting this feeling, like really really bad feeling.
She was super happy, unlike me the anti -social queen.
What's so wrong being Antisocial anyways, my parents used to make such a big fuss of it, and now don't even bother speaking about. Which they should have done years a go. Any antisocial angels out there?
After about an hour, we arrived at the all knowing world of college.
I jumped out the bus. Rosa looked at me as if I disgusted her with my behavior as usual...and pointed to my face. " Mia you've got somethin on your face.."
she told me to go clear up and then smiled like an innocent angel and sauntered off to football pitch to show off her new cropped top the exposed her body, a bit too much. What? Think i am jealous?! Well, yeah maybe a little, still I am not an attention freak. Even though she's like my friend and all I really feel bad for her. Come On! Haven't you guys ever felt this way for someone?
After a short trip to the restroom, I strolled down the corridor, leading out to the pitch, I was so excited to see Jordan...it's been quite a while since I last saw him. He's been out of town for tournament.

I stopped in my tracks as the horror unraveled, before my eyes.
I saw Rosa tugging the hem of my boyfriends' shirt. And he did nothing about it, except grin like an absolute idiot. I felt like choking her. Ok that is it...I was about to lose it. First she has gotta take her hands off him. And second I'll kill her. The very image of them like that....is so wrong. I walked straight towards them. Rosa's gotta get her damn hands off now. As I walked towards them, I saw Jordan's eyes freeze. His grin dissolved into fear...I need to do something fast. Rosa freezes as her eyes follow his eyes to meet mine, she looked tense. Then she turned to micheal and softly planted a kiss as if I weren't even there.
She so is kidding me! She totally has messed with the wrong person. I dont get it, what is her problem, she just chuvked all my trust in her. Like she doesn't even wanna give fuck about it. My eyes were swelling up with tears. I know I had to be strong.
How could she do this to me?! After all I've done for her-I even took up the blame for the fire three weeks back, even though it was Rosa who did to have her revenge on our high school's head cheerleader Gabriella Knese .
Remember when I said Rosa could have anyone she wants, i never said that she could have mine, well her boyfriend ditched her for Gabriella. And now the cheerleading squad are totally against me. On that thought I realized that she's been doing all this so people would start hating me and leave me, but why? She had everything she ever wanted and still this!
My hand acted on its own and before I knew it my palm collided with Rosa's face. She stood there paralyzed, she blinked her eyes and looked at me. Then all of a sudden started to tear up, totally unexpected. I expect her to act like a complete bitch and here she pretends to be totally innocent and made me look like a bitch that she was.
Instead of slapping Rosa again, I slapped Jordan, he stared blankly at me.
" You son of a bitch, how Dare? After all I've done for you!" I screamed at him.
" come On Mia , It was only a kiss, it's not like I-" I cut Rosa off.
"Are you insane, or were just born an idiot ?"I asked her.
She stared at me as if I just knocked the wind out of her lungs.
" Oh! So its my fault now?! Tell you what Mia, it's your fault you aren't able to keep hold of your man in the first place." She retorted.

The whole school watched us, but I knew no one was gonna bother saying anything against Rosa. Not even Jordan, I mean why did I even expect him to say anything to her anyways.
Rosa slowly stepped towards me and leaned in and whispered.
" Remember the little trip Jordan went on, that trip was in fact at my place"
My heart was being ripped right out of chest.
I shoved her away, she fell flat on her butt.

"Fine, you know what... keep him" I said as I pushed past the crowd leaving them staring at me walk away. When I was far enough from crowd, I ran and ran, till my lungs were burning. My face was stained with tears, I threw myself onto the ground. The football pitch was empty, so I wasn't afraid of crying out loud.

"That's the first time, I've ever seen you cry..."