Part Two of the Series "Adele Please".
It is Adele's last month with Jess before she goes to university, Adele wants to make it special, it's sure special alright. Adele FINALLY gets married to Simon, Adele goes on her honeymoon with Simon, Adele ta...
I wake up in my daughters embrace, I giggle quietly remembering the day before however, I feel a bit sick after all that cake. Jess began to wriggle next to me. Moral of the story never leave us two alone with a cake.
"Morning Jess!" I quietly say with a smile on my face, Jess doesn't know this but we are docking the Yacht today and docking for a night in Ushant, France, it is a little island off the west coast. Suprise 6. I heard a slight giggle escaping from Jess's mouth.
"Morning Mum, that was some nice cake if I do say so myself, shame there's none left. I wonder who ate it all." more giggles felt her mouth, I couldn't help but join in when they turned to cackles. I knew they were somewhat put on from Jess's behalf.
"You, you fat fuck," I said in a serious tone, starring into her eyes.
"Mmmmhumm, okay. What about you? You had so much more," she sassily replied. Getting up making whale sounds, jumping on me, looking like an absolute dork. This fucking child.
"If you say so honey, but we both know that you had at-least half of that cake before I even caught you and we made it into this room," I commented, standing on the bed making pig noises chasing her around.
"I don't even know what a whale sound like in water, but I do know that the one who adopted me can sing really fucking well," Jess bursted out with.
"It's just as well I love you otherwise we would have found out what pigs sound like when they're thrown in water," I replied, picking her and throwing her on her bed.
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Jess's POV
(Later on that night)
Mum had left me wanted to check on Angelo. I was alone.
Mum and Dad should really just stop, this is just too much, age means nothing to me, it is just a number. Well not really it's a word but it doesn't matter. You get what I mean. We've been docked in Ushant for around a few hours, it is honestly so pretty. I'm so happy all my friends and family could make it, one final reunion before uni. Well as happy as I can be. I don't really feel anymore, I rarely feel any emotions.
It's like drowning and everyone around you is breathing with ease.
For about I don't know a month, I've basically trying so desperately to feel something, not even that makes me feel anymore. Sipping on the only beverage I drink lots of that I get Pete to supply for me I am taken out of my thoughts by a strong knock on the door.
"Jess, are you coming out for dinner, you've been in your room ever since you got back from your walk with your Mum" a familiar breathy voice flooded from the other side of the door. I couldn't respond all I could do was just tightly hug my pillow and let the tears gently fall from my tear ducts.
I heard footsteps head away from my door, I let out a shallow sigh. All I wanted was a hug, a hug from someone who cares, a hug from someone who loves me, then again, who actually cares, who actually loves me.
Tears now cascading out of me eyes as sobs begin to exit my mouth.
"Jess, babe, I know your in there just please let me in" another familiar feminine voice spoke out. Who the fuck did I give permission to call me babe. I finished my glass and placed it on the floor in the corner. I returned to my bed. It was only 6pm. I don't know what day it is, I honestly don't care, I lay there going through every day like I have some sort of purpose but I don't. Everyone else has their life figured out, they have found their purpose, but I haven't, I found myself staring blankly at the ceiling.
Adele's POV
I have started to become worried about my baby she isn't opening the door to anyone. To my luck I have a spare key to her room I had to go back to my room get it. Something in my bones knew Jess hasn't been right for the past few weeks. Something about her was different any I don't know what, I can just tell whatever it is she has been hiding it from us. At a turn of my wrist and a little push, the door fluttered open, exposing my eldest baby lying hopelessly on her bed almost lifeless. The room absolutely stunk of alcohol, at the point it hit me what was wrong with Jess, why hasn't I noticed it sooner, my baby, she was broken. I hadn't fucking recognized it sooner. I locked the door again so this wouldn't get any harder for both Jess and myself. I knew she would respect if she had some privacy in this time of need.
"Jess, babe" I tried to sound strong as I knew that's what Jess would need right now. "Please babe come here" I sat next to her just like I did yesterday, I laced my arms around her body and pulled her into my embrace, she buried her head in the crevice of my shoulder.
People may think she has it all, they may think that everything is just dandy. It's really not. It's far from it for her. Mental battles can often be harder than those of a physical nature. There is not an easy cure to help her. I can't help but feel helpless, not much can really help Jess. The thing you previously find joy in seem like a waste of time as they no long bring you that 'kick' of joy you need from them. You start to cut off your family and friends. Your levels of motivation go from a solid 10 to just a basic 1. Only if there was a cure to always feel, always be happy, however, there's not. The only true factor is time, a few things can help, though, in some case they don't. This just so happens to be one of 'those' cases.
My arms still continuously wrapped around Jess as a notice her breathing slows and her breaths become regular. It is only now I come to the realization that I too, am now crying.
Alex's POV (A/N Switching it up a bit :P)
I'm with Laura walking around the Yacht exploring it more, we get on really well, we're basically the same person. Crazy. I get that I'll never be as close to Laura as Adele is with her or I am with Jess but it is nice to hang with someone who is on the same level as I am.
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We met at the on deck pool with Cameron and Chloe, I'm gonna miss them when we go our separate ways in a few weeks. We began to play dares, Laura suggested it. Where is the surprise there?
"I'll go first, someone dare me!" I excitedly yell out, now sitting in anticipation.
"You ready for this one?" all I did was nod. "Right, okay then, I dare you to down 2 shots in 10 seconds".
"It's on!"
Chloe's POV
I hadn't drunk loads but everyone else was pretty drunk, Jess, still hadn't made an appearance since last night when she ran off with that cake. Everyone was now getting a little stupid with all the alcohol they consumed.
Jess's POV
The sun was now setting, my head now hurts, I ate some food that Mum gave me I took some headache tablets. Now Mum is suggesting we go on a walk. Simply just wanting a change of scenery I stupidly agreed, she helped me out of bed and threw me clean clothes to put on before going to find some of her own.
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Just as I finished getting changed I wash my face, apply minimal makeup then, pick up my phone and sunglasses. It doesn't take long before I hear a knock at my door, the door begins to open so I instantly know who it, Mum is the only one who just walks into my room like that.
I hug her before we head out of the side exit, before I put my sunglasses on I can't help but focus on the admirable view.
I stared up at the sky as the sun slowly was dropping out of the sky, exposing a perfect ombre from east to west.
