Misery Within

4

Henry's point of view.

I put my clothes on as fast as I can, while looking at her life less body laying on the couch barely breathing. I rush out of the room into the bathroom, running my hands through my hair pacing the floor. I start to talk to myself, "that's my wife man, how could I do this" I start getting more frantic and pacing faster, "what's wrong with me" my head mocks me "you're crazy dude" I yell "No, No, NO! She's the crazy one" I start pounding my hands on my head as I stutter "s-s-she's the crazy one" I look at myself in the mirror and punches it then leaves the bathroom. I go back to the living room , roughly picking up aurora. "Bloody cow, come with me" I throw her back in chair and handcuff her back. I'm so angry, I don't know why I'm so angry all the time. I look deeply at my wives face structure and body structure. Deeply in her eyes and at her lips. She has such luscious beauty. Why am I like this? I yell. I turn away and slam the door loudly. "I need to kill her" i whisper to myself .

I run quickly up there stairs to take a shower. When I finish up my shower , it's about dinner time. I go cook up some dinner, lasagna and Caesar salad, but chef salad with French dressing for Aurora , she's always hated Caesar salads. I shake my head trying to focus on anything but my thoughts. I began to eat my food alone looking around at the empty table. I then pull out my phone and dialing a young boys number. "Hey Liam, how are you doing buddy?" I talk through the phone.
"Yeah, we are just sitting here enjoying a lasagna, I'll send you a picture of her. She sure does miss you"
"No no no, don't do that. You can't come here, she's really sick and she's on bed rest" I continued to talk through the phone.
"I have to go pal, bye love you" I hung up the phone. I tossed my food in the garage disposal, I lost my appetite thinking about lying to our son about his own mother. Mostly starting to feel guilty making Aurora forget she even has a son.

I check on her and she's not awake yet. I'll place her food in the fridge for later. I go in the basement again after cleaning up the kitchen. I start to clean and stitch up all her wounds that I created as she sleeps. I check her pulse to make sure she was still alive , luckily she was. I kiss her forehead after done cleaning up the mess on her I made. I go back upstairs and lay in our bed that smelled like her soft luscious locks. I close my eyes as I think , "I ruined our lives, it's too late to turn back now" I sigh and fall asleep.