@Maichardology

Doubt

"Are you Ms.Justine Salmentar?"

"Ah,yes. My friend reserved a table for us tonight. Pero mukha atang sarado kayo?" , takang tanong ni Justine sa security guard ng restaurant kung saan sa sila mag-de-date ni Bernard. Pero pagdating niya doon ay nakasarado ito.

"Ay , hindi lang po nagpareserve si Sir Bernard ng table for two. Pinareserve niya po itong buong restaurant"

"What?"

"Pasok po kayo" , though still confused she entered the restaurant and she was welcomed by a loud music echoing through the entire restaurant.

🎶I love you ,
You love me ,
We are happy family ,
With a great big hug , and a kiss from me to you ..
Won't you say you love me too 🎶

Then barney mascot gave her bouquet of , no , not flowers but a bouquet of Barney little stuff toys.

Barney mascot didn't leave her , until that song played again , then he asked for her hand for a dance.

🎶 I love you ,
You love me ..
We are happy family ,
With a great big hug — the mascot hug her.
And a kiss from me to you — the mascot kissed her cheek. Then the song stopped as the mascot slowly removed his head revealing that handsome face she would always admire.

"Barney" , she was still shocked. He's smiling , and he still look good despite of his sweating face.

"Won't you say , you love me too" , he continued , looking directly to her eyes.

"Barney , ano to?"

"Ahhh , music to my ears , alam mo bang ang tagal kong hinintay na tawagin mo akong Barney?"

She can't utter a single word. She's happy. She's full. Kulang na lang tumalon palabas ang puso niya dahil sa lakas ng pagkabog nito.

"Justine , hindi ko alam kung maniniwala ka pero ... Hanggang ngayon mahal pa rin kita. Matapos ng lahat ng nangyari , matapos ang mahabang panahon.. Ikaw parin pala"

She was too overwhelmed. A lot of questions popping to her mind.

Do i deserve this ?
Do i deserve you?
What if i fail?
Funny. She wasn't afraid of failure because she looked at it as guide for you not to do the same mistake again. For you to learn.

Paano kung masaktan ko lang ulit ang damdamin niya tulad dati?

She looked at him , she saw him smiling then , she saw him — the young , thin and nerdy man who confessed his love to her. Who opened up and let her in to his life. But she broke him. The image of him walking away and crying crept to her mind.

No. I don't deserve you , you're too much for me. Masyado na kitang nasaktan noon..