My Creepy Stalker ● Antisepticeye X Reader ✔

Chapter 13

*Anti's POV*

I can't belive he came out. He made her scared. He ruined the trust she had in me. He made her cry. He made my kitten cry. And now he's the reason that she's terrified of me.

I sat in the, now ruined, living room, head in my hands, tears slipping out of my eyes and pain in my chest. I still couldn't process what i did to her. She was so precious, so gentle, kind, sweet.........and now she's broken because the stupid power went out and he had to come out and ruin everything. It was my fault i couldn't control him.

The moment i saw her in tears, the fear in her eyes, her body trembling, was the moment everything fell apart. I should have warned her. I should have told her. She doesn't want to see me right now, i know that for a fact. I don't know what to do.....

*Y/N POV*

I slowly sat up and rubbed my eyes. They quickly widened when i realized  what happened the other night. Tears quickly started pouring out of my eyes, down my cheeks and onto my shirt. I just want to get out of here. I just want to run away and clear my head.

I slowly got up and walked over to my bed. I picked up the teddy bear from the night we smashed windows and drew on cars. I hugged it and fell onto my bed. The tears just wouldn't stop. I curled my legs up to my chest and just laid there, crying, broken, hurt.......

《Time skip to one week later, still your POV》

One week. I haven't left my room for one entire week. I haven't stopped crying for one entire week. I haven't ate anything for one entire week. I felt numb. I got used to the tears constantly soaking my cheeks. My eyes were blood-shot, my hair was a mess and i smelled awful.

I finally got out of bed and walked over to my closet. I picked out leggings and a large T-shirt. I got into the bathroom, took my clothes off and turned on the shower. I got into the bathtub. As the hot water hit my skin, it slowly started to calm my nerves. My muscles relaxed and i was able to clear my head a little. I closed my eyes and sighed. I started washing my hair and body. After my bath i put my clothes on. Just as i finished putting my shirt on i heard a knock on my door. I started shaking.

"Y/N?"

It was Sarah. I quickly unlocked the door, opened it and pulled Sarah in my room, then closed the door again. I hugged her and started crying on her shoulder.

"It's ok. Just breath. I'm here." She whispered trying to calm me down. She then walked me over to the bed and sat down. She patted the spot next to her, signaling me to sit there and i did.

"Listen i know what happened. Anti called me and Dark to come over. He then explained what happened and he literally couldn't stop crying. I know you were scared and what he did was unexpected, but he misses you. He wants to see you again and explain."

"I-i can't. I'm still too scared to even leave this room. I haven't ate in a week. I cried for seven fucking days straight! And you expect me to go and talk to him after what happened?! Do you not understand that he could have killed me?! Or even raped me?! You wouldn't understand unless you went through what i went through!" At this point i was yelling.

"Dark is out there trying to calm Anti down. You dont understand how sorry and hurt he is."

"He's hurt?! He's hurt?! Excuse me, did you not see the condition i was in when you walked through the motherfucking door?! AFTER ALL THAT SHIT THAT HAPPENED YOU THINK I CAN JUST WALK UP TO HIM AND TALK WITHOUT BEING SCARED?! DO YOU?!"

"No, but Dark will be there if he tries to do anything that you're not comfortable with. And if you want to, you can come live with me and Dark for awhile."

I rubbed my forehead and thought about it. I can't just keep hiding in my room all the time, it isn't healthy.

"Fine. I'll go out and talk with him."

She grabbed my hand and said.

"It's gonna be ok. Me and Dark are here to help you." She smiled. I just nodded.