No Turning Back

2 Weeks left

I have had writer's block on this story for 2 years now, my life has been crazy, but in the back of my mind I've still wanted to finish this story, and so I am working on it again. To those who have read this story I am so so SO sorry for not continuing in writing it until now, but I really will finish.

I really hope you like this chapter.

As for editing I know I need to go back and edit everything, and I will once I'm all finished writing this story, so; sorry for the errors, bear with me in this.

If your just starting to read this story I hope you enjoy it as much if not more then I've enjoyed writing it (when I have written it)

Chapter 18: 2 weeks left

The next few weeks wedding plans started really coming together, I asked Bianca to be a bridesmaid, I never in a million years thought that I'd be talking with Bianca like a friend let alone asking her to be a bridesmaid; she was so shocked. I took her out for tea and as we were talking we talked about her, what she's going to do with her life, what she wants to do about the baby.

"I've really been thinking about adoption." She told me

"Oh really' I replied 'are you thinking of putting the baby up? you know for adoption?"

"I think it would be best for the baby, I mean I am so not ready to be a mom! I'm not like you Kelli, when I found out I was pregnant with Chris' kid sure I didn't want to kill it but I don't think I can keep it either."

This didn't really shock me, I guess part of me knew she was going to put the baby up for adoption which is good because I believe if your not ready then your not ready, it's better to give a baby to parents who have the desire to be parents; I mean there are so many couples out there who aren't able to have kids and they dream about it, why not make their dreams come true.

"What do you think?" Bianca asked, bringing me out of my thoughts 'earth to Kelli, earth to Kelli' I thought.

"Well' I started 'I honestly think it's a pretty good idea, there's a lot of couples that are ready for a baby but they can't have one; so why not give them their dream"

She smiled at me and looked kind of releived "really? you think that?"

"Well yeah."

"Wow I totally thought you might be like 'no you gotta keep the baby' or something like that"

"Seriously? no way, this is totally your choice; do I think you should keep the baby? if your ready for it yes, but if your not then no I don't."

"Kelli; how did I not see how amazing you are? you're like my only friend."

My mouth dropped; "Whoa like seriously?! what about those girls you hung out with at school? I thought you guys were super close"

"They all dropped me after I told them I was pregnant"

"Wow, I'm sorry"

"Don't be, they were just friends with me cause I was popular, as soon as I didn't go along with their picture perfect life they dropped me."

"That's like really horrible"

"Eh, I used to do that same to other people; I know that, I mean look what I did to you."

"Yeah but at least you've changed"

"Trying, anyway so I'm going to look into this whole adoption thingy, it seems like my best option right now."

"That sounds like a good plan Bianca"

"So how are all the wedding plans coming?"

"Their going great, we booked our church and their fellowship hall for the ceremony and reception, the cake is ordered; the flowers are almost done, our rings are all sized; almost everything is ready I have my nail appointment tomorrow"