Curly Hair Chronicles

Chapter V: Regret

I just wanted to give you guys a little taste of what will be going on in the next chapter. So here's a short chapter but a longer one will be coming next.

Your's truly,

-Mindlessjsetter

“I made decisions that I regret, and I took them as learning experiences... I'm human, not perfect, like anybody else.” –Queen Latifah

As much as I wanted to continue kissing him I knew I was wrong. I had just kissed my teacher but not only that, my best friends ex. I pushed Chase away and when I looked behind him I saw an angry Tori leave out of the club. I ran after her, even when my shoes started hurting my feet I just took them off and kept running. She stopped ran inside of a unknown restaurant on the strip and I saw her run into the bathroom. I chased her inside and locked us in there. I regret kissing him, it was just a mistake. Even though my heart told me otherwise I just knew it was wrong. Tori had her back turned to me I could hear her silently crying. I walked up to her and hugged her from behind.

“I’m so sorry Tori I swear it was a mistake.I-“ She didn’t let me finish.

“I-I can’t believe you, you’re supposed to be my best friend. How could you do this?” She asked

“I don’t know what came over me. I-I was so….I don’t know what happened. That’s why I pushed him away but you were gone before that happened.” I said with regret washing over me

“You don’t get it do you?” She asked at me skeptically

“Me I do. I-“ She cut me off once more

“It’s not him I’m mad at …..it’s you. I’ve been in love with you for months now Amelia. I can’t stop thinking about you and dreaming about you. You’re all that’s on my mind. I wasn’t mad at him I was mad at you. I thought you felt the same about me too but I don’t know anymore, not after that.” She said looking me into my eyes

“I don’t….understand. I just thought we were friends. I never thought of this as more. I’m sorry but I just haven’t”  She looked disappointed and confused just as I was too. How could she have liked me this whole time and just now told me.

“Remember that time you got drunk and kissed me? You even said that you dated a girl before.” She looked at me hopefully

“I was drunk which is the main reason why I stopped drinking after that say. Whenever I used to drink I wouldn’t act like myself. And as for dating girls I just did one time and that was just a phase. It was nothing serious.” I said to her

“I can’t believe you. First you kiss my ex than lie about loving me? You know what it’s okay because I don’t want to be friends anymore. Bye Amelia” She said as she walked out of the door sadly

I cannot believe what just happened. I’m over here apologizing for kissing Chace and she decides to tell me she’s in love with me. I’m so confused it’s crazy.