SEND EMOTICONS

Part 12

write back or not???

"I love you" Rd abruptly looked at a a page he was holding in his palm he keep re reading the single line since last last 2hours but can't getting any response from his own.. he wanted to say so many words but can't as he himself was so confused about his own feelings. Its been their 5th letter and sanyukta says she is in love with him. He just received her letter today morning and her this letter says so many things..
"You no need to say sorry ji. I know you are very busy in your work. And trust me I'm proud of being your wife. My husband is fighting for my country. And that's makes me forget about any other things. Trust me i'm happy with my life but I miss you. I miss you so much sometimes that I can't control my own tears. U no need to worry about this things. I'm fine. But I wanted to say you something that I wanted to say since I know what it is. Well I don't know what you exactly feel for me. But I wanna say you about my own feelings. I love you. I love since the time I know what love is. I love you no matter I remember your face,no matter I know how you are looking now,or how the person you are but I love you. I love you with all my heart. And you know what love for me? Waiting for your letter. And know what I get in returns a lots of happiness. And that's love for me. I don't want much from you but please don't take back my happiness from Me. Its the only thing I can be with you. I don't want any thing else but don't take back my love. And don't worry don't feel anything for this. I don't ask you to love me back like I do but keep giving me letters those are enough for me. I love you Randhir"

Rd keep reading the letter again and again and he feel lots of pain inside it. While reading it 10th time he his cheek feel a hot water falling from his eyes. Her pain flowing through his eyes just like she cry while writing this letter alone in her room waking up all the night correcting all the line again and again. Her feelings are open up in front of him and his heart can feel the pain she was holding in since a long time and he just giving her the light of happiness in the room of dark pain. His letters brings back her hope alive. And hope is the most toughest thing in this world . It can join your heart with light and can broke everything you have in you. What if her heart broke? He was just cheating on her. She thought it's her husband but he is someone else,whom he didn't know.
Rd close his eyes , why he write her back on that day for the 1st time when she write her for the 1st time. Why he can't stop himself from writing her. He never believe in destiny. But it looks like destiny who hold his fingers and jot down to her. And today she is open up with her feelings knowing its her husband but what is his feelings? He never know her. He only know her name her words her pain and now her love the reason of her happiness. One side if him ask him to stop but another side remind him of her eagerly waiting for his letters.. the only happiness she have in her life. How could he snatch away that little happiness from her which she get after 10years. How could he be so cruel?
But his next letters can bring her hope more and more in every time. He felt like running away from this situation but can't as he himself felt like stabbed in an unknown feeling. What will he gonna do now???

Tbc