SEND EMOTICONS

Part 8

Feels the pain of separation

Rd looking at the envelope he bring from the office to send a letter. He himself didnot know why he do so,but his heart want to reply. A never ending conversation still ongoing on his mind that this is so wronge. Send letter to someone,instade of someone bringing hope inside that person who is waiting since so long. He already tore so many letters thinking of what to write but taking a deep breath he hold the pen tight and started writing

Hey Sanyukta
  How are you? I'm fine. It's been a long time we meet,and I don't know what to say exactly. I don't know when would I be able to comeback home,as I have some responsibility for my country. And we solders are ment to do so. I hope u understand. I know u keep hoping that one day I will back to home but I didn't know when the day came. So I want u to do whatever u want in your life. If u want to study,do it. No one will stop u if u decide to do it in anyway. Be happy. Take care of everyone. Our lives are so fluctuate sanyukta we never know what will we have to do in next min. So please don't wait for me. Just take care of u'r self. Bye.

Rd himself read the letter 20th time that night before enclose the envelope with glue. He knew maybe after this she will not write him down . Maybe she felt hurt. But this is good for her. Her life. She is waiting since 10yrs. That means it's clear that her husband is not anymore in this world or he must not want to return home. But why she stop living her life in the remembering of someone who never contact with her . This is so wronge. And this is write for her. If she didn't wait she will move on soon. And that is better for her. He keep looking at the closed envelope till the morning came and his alarm alarm him for the exercise time. He walk upto the boy who carry the letter . He hand him over the latter and turn to go back ,but one line recall immediately in his mind 'akways send emoticons' . He turn but the delivery boy already reached upto the plane. He run upto him quickly and told the boy to give him his letter and his pen as he left his pen in his tent. The boy handed him over the letter and the pen. He hold the pen upon the envelope still not so sure what to send. But his concious broke when the boy ask him to quick as the helicopter is about to start.
He simply draw <3 immediately without thinking anything and handed him over the letter. The helicopter leave the ground and kissed the sky . He keep looking at the end till it's visible as he Know ni letter will comeback after this. He felt a sudden pain to his right chest. May be for the last fight but the doc confirm that he was all fit and fine. Then what it is? He remember this kind of pain he already felt before when his dad died. And this pain coming from heart for emotions. Dud he started feel something for this unknown girl? That can't be possible. Still it's starting.

Tbc