SEND EMOTICONS

Part 14

"I don't know what to write or what to reply you but someting I wanna share with you that i'm all alone. I feel nothing inside me. Sometimes I feel like a Robot who have no feelings. May be I hurt you but it's my nature now. I think I can never be able to love anyone anymore. But I wanted to write back to you. When 1st time I received your letter I don't know when I wrote back to you and keep writing to you till now. But i must say you are a good person. If u feel happy getting my letters I will keep writing you till the time I'm alive as a soldier's life have no garentee in next sec. May be I will die till the time the Letter reach up to you. But still I promise to write you back. Be happy sanyukta"
Remove the tears in her eyes she fold the letter and put it below her pillow. She close her eyes still the tear drops. Suddenly she open her eyes and run to submit's room who is sleeping peacefully. She open one drawer and took out one old photo. The only photo of her marriage. Where two little children wearing bridal dress holding hands and smile looking at the camera. She can remember that was the 1st day she saw a camera infront of her eyes. She can't remember much but she can remember that she was happy that day. She get so many dress and have new sweets to eat. Her parents were always poor entire their life. They hardly afford one time full meal. But after her marriage she have food properly. She can remember she came this house in a small age holding her groom's arm. So many new people came to look her who is now her well wisher. She can remember she play with her groom few days of her marriage after then he went away for some purpose, she can remember he never turn back to her when he went of the house last time, taking blessings from his parents hugging his mother so many times, crying hard when the final moments come. But he never look back at her who is standing near him holding the puller in her tiny palm with tears in her eyes. She felt sad becz she felt her friend went away leaving her all alone in that big house. That's the last time she saw him. Can't remember his face clearly but seeing the picture she cry more.
His words hurt her a little,yes a soldier's life have no garentee but she know he will live. She keep praying since her childhood for his life being safe. She fold her palm again pray for him again now.
"Vagban ji ager Mene Kavi kisi ka Bura nhi chaha to app Randhir Ko kuch nhi hone denge"
She remove her tears and going to keep that letter in the envelope where she find a small paper with quick handwriting
"Continue your studies. Never look back. I'm going for a help to another country may be can't able to write back till I return back but I will write back. Take care. I love you too. :-)"
Sanyukta smile reading the last line and the smiley.
"Mujhe pata tha.. me hi pagal hu.."she smile and hide her face in her palm. A single line can make a person that much happy she never know. He says he loves her. That's enough for her if the world would end next day she will have no regrades... she feel complete unaware of the face that this is starting of her happiness..

Tbc