Dream Journal

November 2016

11/10/16

I had a dream that i remember little about. All i remember is being with a girl, one who i knew i couldn't fully trust. At the end she broke down crying and fell in to my arms and admitted her love to me.

(Side Note: I hate life)

11/11/16

I had a strange dream that started off me hearing my mom telling me what happened to this guy and i was seeing things in the perspective of that guy. But then it became me. It was just my perspective not his. I saw this green light passing by the window and i peaked outside. (It was night) I looked up and saw a large UFO spinning and i thought to myself "Holy crap they're real. And they look just like what everyone thinks of". So i walked outside to go home (i was on the path i take to get home from my bus stop) and then i saw what looked like a really small UFO the size of a bird right beside me. I freaked out for a second then it launched in the air and exploded in to fire works. I laughed a little cause it was just a firework rocket in a way. So i continued walking then got to this place by the side of the road where somebody tossed a giant bag of fireworks and lit it on fire so i stepped back behind a table that was outside (we were beside two buildings that looked like diners. There was a mexican family sitting outside of one who threw the bag) and waited for it to blow up and when it did i went on my way. i ended up seeing another "ufo fireworks rocket" on my way. I finally reached home (it was nothing like home) and i stepped inside then my son came up to me (as if i had a son) and wanted to go with me. He was just a toddler. I shook my head and said "no, wait for your mother" and he said that she wasn't there. i never saw his mother, my wife, in the dream but in my head i thought of her and the mother was Lauren Wilson, a close friend. I looked in a mirror and fixed my hair which was long and had a punk-like theme to it (it was like a black veil brides style hair) and then i took my son's hand and we left. We got to this diner where Uncle Todd was and i think John was there too (Piper's Dad) and Uncle Todd was telling me i have to do some stuff and i'd reply in smart alec ways but also honestly. he started yelling at me and cussing me out (i was holding some grudge against him from something that didnt happen in reality) and i yelled back but wasn't cussing. END

In this dream i was with Eli from school and some other people whom i can't remember. I don't remember the whole dream but it was basically ripped out of Black Ops 3. Dr. Monty was dying and talking and there was this place that was ethereal that had a name i can't remember. We would run across the walls in it and it looked like a red Der Eisendrache. I remember in the dream i referenced my previous one. END

11/16/16

I dreamed that i was at this place, awake, with the drama class (including jessica). We all wanted something to do and then Mr. Browne came up and gave us some movies to watch. I said "i'm pretty sure two of these were the ones they had." and he said "what?" and i just smiled and said "Nothing. Thank you, Mr. Browne!" I walked up to them and things switched a bit and i laid down on my stomach on top of...I'm not sure. Suddenly i was int his world where things were so different. It was a dream in the dream, i believe. I was leaving a daycare and from it a whole bunch of people came of all ages. They looked so different. I was walking with Jaylin (best male friend, like brother) and i said to myself, aloud, "It's been so long since I had a good day." The daycare, as i looked back at it, brought back repressed memories (that weren't real) and then i started walking forward. I thought "I could be so much better. Why aren't I?" I then tripped and saw written in the dirt "Because I have given you authority (or control), you've grown obsessed with it." and I knew it was from God. I heard him speaking the words. I got up and i was suddenly out of the dream and walking towards a large machine where you would put your stomach up to it and it would basically just kill you. We were doing this for God for some reason, so many people would go up and do it. It basically sucked your organs out. So i knew God had wanted me to die for Him. Ryan Dahlgren (Youth Minister) was controlling the machine and asked "Are you ready Caleb?" and i said "yeah." I went up to it. There were four large suctions and one was jammed. Percy, from drama class, was also there. He said "I want to wait a moment." but I went up there and I heard Attila/AJ shout "It's scripture!" as I heard God's voice begin to talk to me saying stuff that i couldn't make out. I was scared and I somewhat hesitated but as I walked up, I put my stomach up to the machine and closed my eyes and thought "I never knew what death looked like. I always wondered but I was always scared. (in the back of my mind: what if it's all not true?) it's true." and everything went black. and I'm thinking: "is this death? is this it? I can still think but it's all dark?" and in the dream i woke up, laying down and it was a forresty area and i thought "Is this heaven?" but as a joke. and then i closed my eyes again and waited. That was the end.