Dream Journal

April 2017

4/2/17
I dreamed I went to my uncle's house down the street. I didn't want to see him but decided to anyways. We went out of town across the bay to somewhere and on our way back we began to argue. Mrs. Sharon from church was with us. I told him I don't like him because I will never forget when my mom came home barely able to hold her keys with blood all over her hand. He hesitantly said that, that wasn't his fault. I then elaborated to it, i forget what I said, and he got angry, pulled over, and stepped in to a gas station. I apologized to Mrs. Sharon for all of that and she said, "It's fine. He's clearly hiding something." He comes back and we get to his house and continue to argue and he tries to call my mom to "settle" it but never did. Eventually I just went home because he was stalling. On my way home, though, a doggy ran up to me with a leash hanging from its collar. I laughed and began petting the doggy and grabbed its leash and began walking it the other way while petting it. I kept saying "WHO'S A CUTE DOGGY!?!??!" Occasionally it would growl for no reason but eventually we found its owner walking with somebody else who had a dog and they were reunited YAY!!!!!! end.

4/8/17
I only can remember bits and pieces but I remember being in this neighborhood with Ryan. I looked around and realized i had been there in another dream (3/8/17 Wow exactly a month. Coincidence im sure). Ryan was talking to somebody then I took off running afraid of what might happen. I don't remember what happened next but later I was in a hotel, going upstairs. I was freaked out because I didn't like being up so high. I walked slowly, talking to the housekeeper about it. Then later I was watching the Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy and Grim came out of a sewer and was hiding from the shinigami Ryuk from Death Note. Most my dreams have crazy things at the end that i simply dont mention but i liked this one.

4/12/17
i was with my mom and sister going to the senior prom for some reason. They were taking me but it wasn't for me. We walked in and sat down and my mom was being all mean sayin' I should be going to the prom and that iwas my fault i am not and basically just making me feel bad. I got mad at her and then she told me to shut up and leave so I walked out and went to the car. Then some guys came out and were like "What's wrong man?" and they were trying to comfort me but they thought I was being rude to my mom. I told them, "It's my senior prom too and I really wanted to go. We couldn't pay and now it's just being rubbed in my face," and they looked at me and apologized. I then said, "I am always alone and you guys coming out here means so much to me, I can tell you all are good people just because you came to comfort me." and then they walked off and I thought, "You're leaving? I don't wanna be alone..." and then I layed my head down on the dashboard and began to cry. That's when i woke up

4/19/17
I dreamed that I was traveling with the wrong crowd one night. I was in their car with them being pretty silent. Apparently I had left my house in the night without saying anything and it was currently daybreak. Ryan was with me at one point, me and the whole group were at one place that I can't recall. But Ryan was quiet and didn't speak.  We stopped at a store and they went in and i followed. I thought it was open when they walked in but it wasn't, all of the lights were out. I followed them and somebody asked, "What are you doing here?" as if he expected me to stay in the car. It must not have been normal for me to join them. So when we started going down one aisle, I was feeling around so I knew where I was and I began to feel food on the aisle we went down. I then told myself that I could steal. them. Then I thought that it would be stupid, these fools are gonna be caught and I should go back so I'm not identified on the security cameras. I walk back outside and Ryan is there and we get in to his car. He takes me away from them and we go and get Lauren from a restaurant across the street and leave.

I dreamed I got this doll, a sock rabbit, that said "Sweet Boy" on the stomach. I got up and went to the restroom and got in to some sort of argument with some guy. I then grabbed something bulky and bashed his head in, leaving a deep dent. I cried and went to the mirror and began trying to clean off the blood and said "this is going to haunt me forever!" For some reason i looked like Owen from Torchwood, and I even called myself Owen but still I was me. Then another me walked in and I was about to ask him if it would haunt me so he said that i will overcome it. I then took my doll in to the living room where Zack and Pierce were and watched tv with them. I had this big leg of pork. The pig I was eating the leg of was hanging in the bathroom. My brother asked if it wwas mine (i think that was the question) and i said yes. I took a bite of it and it was raw. Not necessarily uncooked but cooked then put in the fridge. On the tv there was a game about a Chinese soldier and an episode of spongebob talking about Squidwards backstory and how he got to bikini bottom. It was weird. There were more bits to the dream i cant remember.

4/23/17 [Title: "Breathe" or "Back in to the Dream World"]
I dreamed I was at school in class and suddenly I was having a tough time breathing. It started off slow and got worse over time. I went to the office to call my mom and asked this girl who was helping out in the office how to get hold of her. Right when she was gonna tell me, the principal walked out on a smoking break and breathed smoke in to my face. I began choking more and it slowly got worse still. As I'd wait I'd begin building guard towers and then try to get hold of my mom again after it. Also each time I tried to get hold of her, they'd build a smoke tower for wome reason. The story with the smoke towers were that if they curved in at the top, curved up, and then curved back out and continued going up then it meant somebody died. I had three smoke towers built and two of them had those dips meaning somebody died but one of them didn't. But as I was watching, this guy was building another one with a dip and I was confused. Somebody was trying to help me get hold of her but when she got on the phone it hung up or something. Finally I had built five guard towers that looked similar to stages combined with guard towers. A girl who was just being nice offered me food and i declined because I wanted to do what i "had to do" and then the girl letting me use her phone came up and my mom had picked up. I began talking to her happily and she said, "Please don't be sick, I told you I am gonna be here all day!" and I said barely able to speak "YES YES I'M VERY SICK! I can't breathe!!!" And then I woke up. (Note: When I'd go outside it was snowing gently which it doesn't do here where I live, It doesn't snow at all. For some reason when I'd go out, to me it would look like either Russia or The Holocaust)