Dream Journal

March 2017

3/5/17

I dreamed that I was a murderer getting on to a bus and having a hard time getting home. Everyone, even me, was okay with calling me a murderer and didn't care. It was raining and night and I was trying to get home using school buses.

I dreamed that I was at home and my mom came out and said "there's a strange orange light outside. It's some scary apparition", saying that it was a ghost basically. So I went to go check it out with her even though I didn't want to. We looked outside (there were like 10 cars in our yard for some reason) and she said "all the cars are frozen over!" Then we looked closer. It turns out some car windows were broken. I then said "no the cars were robbed!" We went out and checked it out. My old friend Jo came up to us and offered to help and then left on her own. We looked through the cars and the person who lived across the street came to help us. We were looking through the broken cars where everything was stolen, and the seats were also ripped to shreds for some reason. I asked my mom, "is Pierce here?" and she said "No." We sat in a car to call the police for some reason then she continued. "I told him he couldn't come back (for something he did that he didn't really do. I can't remember what) and he said he'd get back at us. Maybe this is how." Then we heard something in the back seat and looked back and my brother was sleeping there. He said "Huh?" and I said "The cars were robbed." We all hopped up and a couple people that Pierce knew came by to, to figure it out. Jo came back and her and Pierce hugged. I pushed her away out of Jealousy for some reason and that's the end.

3/8/17

I dreamed that I was in a car with somebody. I think it was Glenn, Marie (from church)'s boyfriend. He was on the phone and i was looking out the window. We were driving on the street right by the airport and then pulled over briefly. I was texting Lauren and she was talking about how she was upset because her grandfather was being abusive. I wanted to help her. I looked outside and saw a plane smoking black smoke. It headed for the road to land and then hit a bunch of vehicles that were tall but went over the short ones. It finally crashed in to the woods and stopped. We drove by it because it seemed Glenn wasn't paying attention. It was dusk, turning night. As we drove we heard people cussing, constantly sayin' the 'S' word. Then I saw Savannah from school with a bunch of people (as if they were marching) cussing up a storm. That's normal of her. We kept going and then people on giant turrets were passing through the road...it was as if me and Glenn were watching from inside the trees. Still we were in his vehicle which seemed to fly occasionally as if it was a cross between car and plane. We watched as these people terrorized the city. Apparently the same people had threatened us earlier and told us they'd be coming for war and stuff. It was all over the news and the people on turrets were shooting. The turrets had the shields with the slit in the middle to see and aim. They could drive them on their own. Then suddenly I was with Lauren in woods watching these people and said "what do you want to do?" and she pulled two ripped wires from nowhere, as if they were hanging from the branches above, and she hooked them together and said, "We can die." Talking about hanging ourselves on the wires.
Note: This is the most terrifying and haunting dream I have had in months. I have had dreams similar to this, maybe one or two, but if I did copy them down, it was months ago on my old computer and can't retrieve it to compare

3/10/17

I dreamed that I was in my room with my friend Seth and we were hanging out talking about stuff. He was annoying me somehow and stuff but I still laughed at it all. I went in to the living room after a while and turned the television on then I was outside. It was raining and lightning. A normal storm. Then the lightning started going off like a strobelight in the sky and I heard somebody joke about it was because somebody asked God to please stop for them (but they did it in a selfish manner. Rude manner). So I continued with the joke and said "Hey God can you please stop for ME." And then lightning started striking the ground really fast. Then it was as if I woke up, but I didn't of course, and I was laying in my bed. My eyes wide open. The lights were off and I was basically laying down the way I was while I was sleeping. The sound the thunder made was made by the fan in my room i told myself. Now I was watching a video of...the top foods? I don't understand. It was supposed to be a countdown video by Planet Dolan on YouTube and the narrator was Pringle The One. I was watching the video then I heard what was apparently God speaking and He said, "You see...there are three gods." And i was like "Three?" and I saw a picture of three colors together in a box. On the right was blue, in the middle was yellow, on the left was red. Blue was highlighted and God said "There's Me." REd was highlighted. "There's the Devil." then yellow was highlighted and God said "Then there's Hallow." Then God explained what Hallow was and summed it up, saying that Hallow was like the god of death. Then the video continued. Then a bunch of stuff started going on in my head. The video was interrupted again and God said, in a different voice (as if last time it wasn't really Him talking) He said, "Do you see now?" And I said "I think" but I didn't. and He said "If You really love me...why are you bringing anything with you?" Talking about camp this summer. "If you really trusted me then you'd bring nothing. You know I'll provide." And then the video was gone and I was laying down with my knees up with the laptop on my lap. It was shutting down. Then I heard my mom going through the halls all upset and she was saying, "I hear if you just go in to people's rooms you'll find the things you'd least expect! Drugs! Porn! Child pornography!" And as she listed these things, they appeared on the computer. So the image representing child pornography wouldn't get off my computer and I heard my momc heck my brothers room. And she was about to check mine and I couldn't turn the computer off. It would look bad. And then everything was fixed. I was laying in bed the same exact way. Lights out. My eyes wide open. I heard my mom like...fading back in to her room. Then suddenly I had the impulse to scream. I wanted to scream. I became scared. Then I woke up. For real. I woke up and gave a light "Ah!". Not shouting but startled almost. but my eyes didnt open. They were never closed.
Note: I believe this dream wasn't about...my computer specifically. It wasn't about Planet Dolan or my friend Seth. It wasn't about my lack of trusting God to provide. I think it was about me putting more worth and time in to the things I shouldn't. My lusts and, yes, my computer. But not only that. I put more worth in to everything that I shouldn't. And I should be putting God first.