She spends her time looking for validation from others by having sex and doing anything to make them stay. The ironic thing about it is though, they never stay. They always leave after they get what they want. She's trying so hard to fill a void left by her dad. She's got so many "daddy issues" and guys seem to love to take advantage of that. She's only 17 searching for love in all of the wrong places. Looking for tranquility in familiar faces. As she puts another cigarette to her lips, she realizes that maybe, all she's worth is that. All she's worth is a quick fuck and money. None of these boys love her, they just want to waste her time. She lets them because she finds it hard to say the word no and she still wants that validation from them. She feels unlovable and she's so broken. But when a girl breaks in public, she doesn't make a sound. She stays quiet and keeps pretending that she's happy. But she's far from it. She just wants to be loved, she dreams of having a fairytale ending and it never seems to happen for her.
