It's 9:30pm and all I can do is stare at my ceiling because every time I close my eyes, your face is all I can see and it destroys me. I love you, but I'm just a dimly lit star in your universe. And the shittiest part is you're like the sun to me. You bring light into my life. Your eyes are as blue and as endless as the sky. Your smile can brighten anyone's day. You have such an interesting mind and a complex soul. And as much as I have trouble paying attention, I never have a problem when it comes to you. You calm my anxiety just with the sound of your voice. I don't know what it is about you, you have something addictive in you that I just can't get enough of. I know I'm quiet when I'm around you, but it's because I'm scared that you'll leave just like everyone else did. I'm scared I'll say something wrong and you'll hate me. I mean, it's unlikely but I can't help it. I just don't want to lose you.
