Self Harm: Theres A Girl.

That pain

Bloody wrists
Painful hips,
Shaky legs
And a pain in your head...

Blood on the bed
Blood on the floor
Blood on your leg
But people are sure that your okay

Why did you do this?
Are you not pretty? because you are
Are you not skinny enough? because I think you're beautiful
Are you not society definition of perfect?
Well guess what? fuck society I fricken love you the why you are and you should to
I don't see what makes you insecure
You're perfect, amazing, beautiful.

So put that away your drowning yourself in bad thoughts that are a bunch of lies

And somebody does love you, you just blind your self with bad thoughts

So think how many times have you looked down at your bloody wrists and smiled thinking that it make your look better yet you hide them incase someone sees them, living paranoid is not a way to live

Painful hips ? No more hugs of people... no more getting changed with out stopping and looking in the mirror and then your vision going blurry seeing what you did to yourself

Shaky legs aren't that great either... shocked at your own actions towards yourself and being happy yet disappointed isn't a great feeling you're confusing yourself and getting stressed trying to think what emotion you feel

All those head aches, those late nights staying up thinking about everything and over exaggerating them to the extent that you think your a disgrace. maybe you took someone you shouldn't have trying to stop this whole mess which is actually your life which could be filled with so much happiness and amazing people

So is it all worth it why put yourself through it when in the end all that is all you're going to remember and you'll have no good mesmerise as the bad ones are too strong and destroyed them

Your life will end, and I'm not gonna say it will be easy saying goodbye but live your life out because your thinking about how bad your life is but when I actual fact your the highlight of someone's day ❤️