Self Harm: Theres A Girl.

__________________________________________________________________________________ Self harm: There's a girl...    There's a girl.  She doesn't know how to handle things.  Everything's spiralling out of control...  Sometime she can convince her self she's not really alive...  Maybe she's in a nightmare...  And she just can't wake up. SAVE ME FROM MYSELF you would never guess her secret even if you knew her.  She hides it so well...,  She seems so happy ...   Do you want to no her secret.  She cuts herself.  She doesn't know why.  And doesn't understand why she resolved to it.  But one thing she does know...  She can't stop.  But why? When she feels out of control.  Overwhelmed with emotions.  Cutting helps her calm down and able to think...  But at the same time.  When she feels so numb...  Empty...  Cutting helps her feel alive even for a minute. SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME FROM MYSELF She didn't have an easy childhood.  There were always arguments.  Always giving... ...Never receiving  And she never felt good enough.  ... Important enough.  Who would care if she self harmed?  Everyone's better off without me.  That's what she told herself each day.  She was everything she despised. SAVE ME FROM THIS NOTHING I'VE BECOME Sometimes she would sit in her room crying...  A razor blade in her hands at the ready...  Hearing the laughing from downstairs...  She's never felt more alone...  And yet no one noticed?  She just wanted a hug.  Someone to love her and tell her everything's gonna be okay...  And that they care ,  So why didn't they? SOMEBODY SAVE ME...  I WANT TO DIE... Sometimes she thought about dying.  Just taking a load of pills...  And ending everything.  She would never do it , but sometimes she really wanted to.  Who would care after all... Right? I WANT TO BE FREE She was only 12.  A lonely and misunderstood girl.  By the time she was 13.  Her body was covered in scars and cuts.  She just wanted to be loved.  Was that too much to ask ?  She always tries to be everyone else idea of perfect...  That she completely lost who she was. I LIED SO I DIDN'T HAVE TO SEE THE TEARS OF DISAPPOINTMENT, IN YOUR EYES... She lied to her friends and family.  Just so she wouldn't see the tears of disappointment in their eyes.  She wanted someone to understand...  To care...  But it didn't happen.   Who knows if she even escaped from self harm?  Who knows if anyone ever cared for her?  One day,you might even realise you've known her all along...  That bubbly girl who tells you her cat scratched her...  Could be hiding it all under a smile.  She wants someone...  NEEDS SOMEONE  There's a girl.  Do you want to know her secret?   She self harms.  So help her.  Cause that's all she wants...  NEEDS  can you guess who she is?

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A/N. . . . . . . Hey guys just wondering if you liked it , it's my first wattpad book ? I guess , but please vote it will mean a lot.