Izzy's POV
My eyes opened and I was back in hospital.
I was still alive.
All the boys were standing or sitting while Louis talked to the doctor.
Oh god it was Jacob.
Wait but how was he here? Wasn't he in the UK?
God now I'm really confused
"Zayn" I said weakly
He turned around and ran to me.
"Thank god your okay!" He said while hugging me.
"I wish I wasn't" I muttered to myself
"What did you say?" He asked
"Nothing"
He nodded.
Jacob walked over to me carrying a clipboard with a heap of papers
"Nice to see you again Izzy, not in hospital but you know what I mean" He said and smiled.
"Yeah, you too" I said.
"Okay now this is really important, Izzy I've noticed bruises on your rib cage, where your stomach is and cuts along your arms. Have you been cutting yourself?" he asked with concern.
I could see 5 pairs of eyes staring at me.
I couldn't lie to them again.
I sighed, "Yes"
Louis' eyes widened.
"Izzy are you serious?! But Why!" He shouted.
"Because I can't take this anymore! I can't handle being almost raped! I can't handle being hated! I can't handle life!" I shouted back while sobbing.
Jacob turned to Louis "She can be taken home anytime today" He said and walked out.
"I wanna go home." I said flatly.
They all nodded.
I slowly got up and grabbed my phone from the side table. I was already wearing some leggings with a hoodie so I didnt bother changing.
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Once we had gotten home I had this feeling that I had to throw up.
I literally ran to the bathroom as soon as we got home and puked.
After about 1-2 minutes of puking I went down to the kitchen and got my self an apple and some nutella.
I grabbed and knife and cut the apple and then spread nutella on it.
I was about to eat the last one when Niall walked in.
"Iz, What are you eating?" He asked slowly.
"Nutella on an Apple what does it look like?" I asked like it was the most obvious thing.
"Anyways, Zayn wanted me to come and tell you that Perries coming here in about 2 hours, her flights gonna land in about half an hour so Zayns heading out" He said then smiled and walked away.
"Yay!" I said to myself. "Finally a girl that i can actually talk to" I said to myself
In about an hour and a half Perrie had arrived and we bonded straight away.
We were in my room right now talking about random stuff
"Perrie" I said
"Hmm"
