"Theres no way I'm losing you, I won't lose you"
Izzys POV
"How long do you think until she gets up?" I heard voices say.
Wait I can hear stuff that means I'm still alive.
I was really hoping this was the time that I died, not stayed alive.
The whole time I've been alive something has been going wrong.
I groaned and moved head a little. I slowly lifted my eyelids to reveal Niall and Harry hovering over me.
"Oh thank god" Harry whispered.
"No not again" I thought.
"Do you know how happy we are to know you're alive" Niall said.
Harry nodded.
"Well I'm not" I muttered.
Just then the doctor walked in looking down at his clipboard frowning at something.
"Is something wrong?" Harry asked.
The doctor looked up all of a sudden still frowning.
"Miss Brooks, have you done anything sexual physically with anyone recently?" He asked
I shook my head in shock as to why the doctors asking this.
"Well over here it says that you have been pregnant before am i right?" He asked.
I nodded. "I didn't consent to it, he raped me then killed my child" I bit my lip so I could stop myself from crying.
He slowly nodded.
"Here it says that you have been tested positive for being pregnant, but that is very unusual since you said that you have done anything recently"
"Also, you have had severe damage to your knee cap as well as other parts of your body including your rib cage, have you been assaulted before" He continued.
I remember all the times my step father had assaulted me.
I nodded. "My step father used to assault me all the time, he made my life a living hell." I whispered
"Okay" he said while nodding. "I'll leave you to it"
He left the room and as soon as he shut the door a sad/angry looking Harry was all I saw.
"You're pregnant again" he said under his breath.
"It's not my fault, I don't remember doing anything" I said back
"You also didn't remember doing anything with Noah did you" He shot back.
"Well maybe because you would've made a big deal out of it anyways! And this time guess what I don't remember doing anything with anyone" I was close to loosing my cool.
"Thats what you said last time" He muttered.
I heard him say that and that was it.
"Well at least I didn't climb ontop of you and tried to rape you" I shouted. "Does that remind you anyone in particular!"
He stayed quiet.
I knew he couldn't reply to what I just said because it was true and he couldn't deny it.
I didn't look towards him at all. There was no point if all he was going to do was talk shit.
After about an hour of silence he spoke.
