Different - Hinata Shoyo X Fem!Reader

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Reader's P.O.V

I clenched the paper tightly in my hand crushing it. I read over the paper again and again everytime becoming clearer and clearer. I packed my things getting ready to leave, noticing Hinata's mood which caused me to smile. That's good for him, but in my case I got a few problems in hand. I was alone in the classroom reading a note that was in my mailbox this morning.

I snatched my bag from my desk mad and frustrated that all these problems, and it all started ever since I was left on my own. I grasped the handle of the door opening it, bumping into someone a gasp leaving me when i saw who it was, Miyuki.

I stared at her confused "Great I just had to run into you dork" she said averting her gaze and crossing her arms against her big chest. 

"You don't have to worry I'm leaving anyways" I responded my voice sounding all gloomy

As I walked the paper in my hand was immediately gone. I looked behind me Miyuki was reading the note. Why does she always have to get in my stuff? Nosy bitch. I threw my bag jumping trying to snatch the paper away from her nasty eyes "Stop it would ya" she said putting her hand on my forehead keeping me down, gosh how I hate being short. 

Curse her for being tall, I felt her grip loosen I took this as a chance taking the paper away from her. I was going to insult her when I saw her facial expression. She had a smirk plastered on that damn face of hers. I looked away clenching my teeth in anger, I was mad at myself for being careless around her.

"I feel so bad for you" she said sarcasm clear in her voice

"Shut up!" I yelled having had enough with everything

She fell silent for a short moment but then started giggling "You're so weak, you act so strong by blocking everyone around you, but inside of you is just a weak little girl begging to be saved"

"...." I ignored her not letting her little tricks get to me

"Your nothing just kill yourself already would ya. I mean is not like anyone is going to miss you" I closed my eyes running away from her. I walked home deep in thought, rubbing my hands on my face. I can't believe I have to put up with this. I looked at the paper once again reading it. 

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(Y/n) (L/n)

I am here to notice you our council has decided to establish you in a small orphanage up north from your current location. The owner will be expecting you to be there in two days from now on. Prepare yourself we'll send someone to pick you up at 4:00 pm. We hope you'll enjoy the place we've chosen. Good day to you (L/n)

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A droplet fell on the sheet of paper, I looked at the paper confused when I notice my sight was getting blurry. I touched my cheek feeling the wet tear, how long have I been crying for? I stopped walking not able to handle all this sadness and stress on my own.

"She's right..." I whispered to myself

"Who's right?" someone whispered behind me I jumped back screaming. My heart stopped for a short moment "Ah gomen! I didn't mean to scare you (Y/n)-chan" I calmed down realizing it was only Hinata on his bike "Are you okay?" I nodded smiling happy to see him but soon remembering the problem at hand. I frowned my smile disappearing completely.

Would he care?

"(Y/n)-chan you're not okay" he stated eyeing me confused and worried

I forced a smile trying my best to look happy, he looked at me for second still not buying it, but a moment later a goofy grin plastered his face. 

"(Y/n)-chan I missed you" he suddenly said making me blush like a tomato "What are you holding?" he asked catching sight of the paper I hid it behind my back

"Nothing important" I simply said

We both walked together my forced smile working for the entire time or so I thought. We arrived at my apartment as always Hinata offered to walk me up to my door. Once he leaves I'll cry myself to sleep maybe then the sadness will lessen a bit.

I opened my locked door but before I could say or do anything Hinata beat me to it "(Y/n)-chan?" I looked up at him waiting for him to continue "Do you trust me?" he asked. I was confused by his question, what's this all about

"Of course I do" I replied not sure where all of this was going.

"Then you know you can tell me what's wrong right?" I stared at him taken aback not comprehending what he was saying "(Y/n)-chan" slowly he wrapped his arms around me. I stood in my spot shocked by his actions. I clenched my hands around his arms my nails digging into his skin. Biting my lip slowly letting my head fall on his shoulder not able to contain the tears anymore.

"You're pretty easy to read when you are sad" he said as I let out a quiet sob

He picked me up bridal style closing the door behind him. He set both of us on my old couch, setting me beside him. He didn't say anything only caressed my head as I quietly cried on his shoulder. I sniffled calming down after a while, my eyes were puffy and red.

"What happened?" his voice soothing yet serious. 

"I..." closing my mouth hesitant to tell him. His arm around my waist tighten as to assure me everything was alright. I lifted my head to be met with his beautiful brown orbs, for a moment forgetting how to breathe.

"He left me" was all I could say before my voice cracked

"Who?" I looked away the tears streaming down my cheeks

"My father..." I choked on my words feeling the lump starting to form again. I could feel his eyes on me "He gave me up for adoption" His muscles went tense "Hinata...I feel like dying right now" I whispered

"Don't say that" 

"Would you care if I disappeared from this world?" I asked flashbacks of earlier coming into mind

"Of course baka!" I was startled when he yelled "I would care so don't ever think on doing suicide or something because if you do, then...I don't know what I would do with myself" he said whispering the last part. He hugged me once again "(Y/n)... I want you to remember something..." he whispered so quietly in my ear I almost missed it. I nodded listening carefully "Even if everyone leaves you, and you feel like dying don't, because I will always stand by your side, and if it makes you feel better I will hold your hand through thick and thin"

I held onto him tighter feeling a new rush of emotions flow into me. He's always my ray of light finding me even in the darkest of places. I snuggled closer to his body nodding vigorously a few tears escaping my eyes.

"Don't listen to others because what they say isn't true. You are not weak, to me you're strong. What you do isn't wrong but don't keep everything to yourself. It hurts me to see you hurt, and it hurts more seeing how you endure all the pain alone with no one to support on, from now on you can count on me, I got your back"

I pulled away from the embrace he had on me. Looking into his eyes a glint of something in them. I was confused as to why he would go to such lengths for me nevertheless I was happy.

"(Y/n) I've decided to tell you how I feel..." his words caused my eyes to widen and my heart to hammer against my chest. This was the moment I've been waiting for. Rejected or accepted I'll have to face the fact that he may not have feelings like I do. I took a deep breath waiting for him to finish.

"Suki da yo (I love you)"

Ahhh! Reader-chan Hinata confessed to you! How do you feel? (＾་།＾)(＾་།＾)   

Sorry its kind of cliche and cheesy, but we all knew this was coming.

I'm planning to finish this book before June starts, just giving a heads up. Hope you like it!