Reader's P.O.V
What?...
I could've sworn I just heard my heart shatter into a million pieces. Is he serious? I was speechless like a punch straight to my stomach. I could only look at him searching his face for any expression. Nothing.
When I found my voice again I quietly asked "Why?"
"Because you're not my daughter..." he coldly said
My eyes started brimming with tears. I'm confused. What does he mean by that? Is he saying I was never his daughter...since the beginning? I looked down at my lap trying to calm myself.
"You never had a family Rebecca adopted you since the doctors told us she couldn't have children. We were happy for a while but later on she discovered out she was pregnant. It was complicated but in the end she decided to keep you. After that you know how it ended...she died" he simply said not even a shred of care
He looked at me from the corner of his eye "Sorry but this is where everything ends" I felt the car come to a stop. My eyes widen since I know what's about to come. I looked out the window seeing a tall building. Is he just going to throw me away? Why now? Why do I feel like crying?
This should be good this is what I wanted didn't I? To get away from him. To move on with my life. That's what I wanted but not to be left alone by the only person I had known and considered family.
He never cared...I heard my conscious say...no one cares
I shook my head getting rid of the thoughts. I have to calm down. I can't go crazy once he sign the papers. I'm on my own. I have to keep it together I can do this I'm been living on my own for some time now. This shouldn't be a big deal.
I'll make it. I'll make sure I do
Hinata's P.O.V
The matches ended fairly quickly and not once did I see (Y/n). We won and I should be happy and I am but not like I would usually feel like. Knowing that (Y/n) didn't come dampen my mood.
I really wanted her to come and I thought she would. I got on the bus looking out the window. Snores were the only thing I could hear. Before I knew it I blacked out
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"Oi dumbass get up" I heard a familiar voice say shaking my shoulder roughly. I lazily opened my eyes looking around and indeed we were back at our school. I got off the bus a yawn leaving my lips. Man did I feel tired.
We all went to the gym cleaning and putting the equipment away after a bit of practice. I went to the bike rack untying my bike and taking off. I wasn't thinking straight my thoughts were all over the place. I hit the brakes stopping for a minute.
Why?...
That question kept repeating in my head. I was already annoyed with it I just wanna bang my head against a wall. I lifted my head realizing I had stopped at (Y/n) apartments. I felt the urge to go to her door and knock but I restrained myself from doing so. It would be weird if I just suddenly popped up in front of her door. Wouldn't it?
Shaking my head I hit the pedals once again this time going home.
Reader's P.O.V
The next day it was officially done the papers havebeen signed. I was on my own now. As I stood on the sidewalk watching him go. Not even a goodbye I felt apiece of me die. I don't even understand it myself and I don't know how to explain it. Words are not enough to express how I feel. I wasn't able to convince the lady with the papers so I'll be leaving my apartment soon and instead living in an orphanage. I know I won't be adopted parents look for smaller and cute children not a grown one. I don't even want parents I'm better off my own. I'm going to look for a job and study hard show him.
It's a pain but life is cruel. I'm depressed I want to curl up and die. I slowly walked to my apartment droplets of rain starting to fall from the sky. How did this happen? Why is God messing around with my life? Why couldn't I have a normal life like everyone else? Why me? There's so many people in this damn world yet it had to be me?
I got home to my apartment soaking wet. I slid down the door after I closed it. I propped my knees against my chest. I quietly let my tears fall later loud sobs came out of my mouth.
I'm so weak. Why can't I do anything right?
I calmed down breathing in and out. I went into the bathroom splashing water onto my face. I looked up at my reflection red puffy eyes and snot dripping down from my nose. I closed my eyes feeling the stinging pain from crying too much.
I was startled by a knock on my front door. I blew my nose as I passed by my bed. Quickly going to the door looking through the peep hole.
Yachi? What is she doing here?
I opened the door for her "(Y/n)-chan I-" she dropped her bags when she saw me her smiled turning into a concerned frown "What's wrong!?" she yelled
"Um...something happened nothing important" I quietly said the tears blurring my vision. I don't want to burden her with my problems
"(Y/n)-chan..." she said touching my back "How about I make you some tea?" she asked
I nodded not up for an argument "That sounds nice" she gave me a smile pushing me inside. She led me to my living room setting me down on my couch and ran off to the kitchen. As I waited for her my thoughts started to drift.
Should I tell her? I don't want to trouble her. I don't even know how she will take this. She might leave me or even worse laugh seeing how pathetic I looked. What should I do?
"Here" Yachi said holding a cup of tea interrupting my flow of thoughts
"Thanks" I mumbled
Silence fell between us until Yachi asked "Why are you crying?" straight to the point I see
I almost choked on my tea not really sure if I want her to know. But its killing me on the inside keeping this whole situation to myself maybe I'll feel better. I breathed in setting my tea down playing with my fingers
"My father put me up for adoption..." I said trying to shrug it off but then I noticed tears falling down onto my lap. I looked up her eyes had widen probably not sure what to say in this situation.
"What?" she asked as if she didn't hear me the first time
"He left me" I said a lump starting to form in my throat. I let myself cry in front of Yachi. Her arms wrapped themselves around me. I could hear she was crying as well. I looked at her confused "Why are you crying?"
"Because...when you cry I feel like crying too" she answered sniffling
When we both calmed down she kept asking questions to which I kept answering. It was hard to reveal a secret I was not comfortable with.
"Now that I think of it I've never seen any family members of yours" Yachi said to herself a finger under her chin
"I don't really have any, well from what I know of. I just discovered the people I had considered my family all these years were actually never my real family. I was adopted. My adoptive mother...died in a car accident with my non-relative sister. And my adoptive father just disowned me without even telling why I guess he was just tired of me. I never knew, I never gave thought to it, I don't even know my real parents I feel...left behind" I said looking up at the ceiling feeling a lot better since Yachi came "And soon I have to leave this place"
"What why?" she asked frowning
"I'll be moved to an orphanage but don't worry once I get out I'll come back and get this place maybe an even better one"
She sighed the frown still clear on her face but then turning into a small smile "Okay then. And remember if you ever need help ask me I'll be there. I won't leave I promise your my friend after all" she said clenching her hands together looking at me with determination
"Thank you Yachi..."
Ohhh man its been a while hasn't it sorry about that I was busy with school. How's the story going so far do you like it?
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Different - Hinata Shoyo X Fem!Reader
Fanfic(Y/n) (L/n) A highschool girl who starts going to Karasuno. Her mother and little sister died in an accident when she was young. She lived with her father who would abuse her everyday, but one day she left living on her own. No friends, no neighbors...
