Xero's P.O.V
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"I'm sorry." Jenissi says lightly, putting a hand on my back. "I just couldn't do it. I love Hansol to death, don't get me wrong, but I-" I choked a little on my words. I feel the salty tears come down my cheeks. "I just can't see him with someone else. I can't." I sob out. "It's okay..." He whispers quietly, even though he knows it is not okay. "Fuck, it hurts bad. The way he looked at me, like I abandoned him. He hates me now." I had to leave Hansol. I'm never going to move on from him if I live with him. "He'll understand once you explain to him why you did what you did." Jenissi reassured me. " I tried to, he still hates me! I'm horrible." Jenissi suggests I see him and talk to him again.
"I can't see him either." I choked out.
Jenissi gives me a sad smile.
"It's going to take some time. Let the tension die down between you two. You should rest." I nod and lay down on his bed. "Thank you so much for letting me stay here. You're a really good friend." I say, while drifting asleep.
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I woke up in the morning due to the brightness of the sun and the sound of birds chirping. Too cliche. I turn to my other side of the bed to avoid the light of the sun. My nose touches Jenissis.
I move away a little and stare at his features. He's very good looking, but no one can compare to Hansol. I frown and wonder, am I ever going to get over Hansol? Am I ever going to love anyone the way I love him?
I hear my phone go off and decide to get up and make breakfast for Jenissi before I go to work. I sit up and grab my phone from the night stand. It's a text from Hansol.
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hansol🤴🏻❤️ : I'm not going to be at home today, so you can get your stuff. I'm sorry.
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I turn off my phone and leave the bedroom. I decide to make plans after work to get my stuff. While walking to the kitchen, I heard my phone go off again.
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hansol🤴🏻❤️ : Are you really going to leave me on read?
Xero: You told me to stay out of your life.
hansol🤴🏻❤️ : Oh, okay...
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I sigh deeply. Hansol can always be really petty and immature, and although it annoys me, I wouldn't change a single thing about him.
I hear another message notification from Hansol, and I sigh again.
Maybe I'd want to change one thing.
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A/N •
i thought the ending was cute lol.
anyways
uhm
sorry i haven't uploaded in so long.
this year has been really crazy guys. like really crazy.
and it just made me realize that's it's okay to feel sad, but it's not okay to feel alone.
if any of you guys are going through a hard time please get a hold of me and i will talk to you. i don't want anyone to feel like they're worthless or unloved.
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and thank you guys so much!! you've stayed true to this story and that will not go under appreciated! 💖💖💖
i love you guys 💕
