The kiss.

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My mom woke me up at 8am. I didn't mad at her bc it was not her fault.
I get ready and go downstairs for take a quick breakfast. Then someone knocks at the door. My mom open it and I hear her says "hi Jacob, how are you ?"
Oh great the hell begin...
My mom call me so I stand up and go at the door.

Malia: hey Jacob...
Jacob: hi Malia, ready ?
(Malia thinking: can I say no anyway ?)
Malia: yah...
Jacob: give me your suitcase

I give it to him then I hug my mom and I say "can I say goodbye to Wes ?" and she replies "um they're already in the plane sorry honey..."
"Oh...okay love you bye" I say.
Then Jacob and I walk to his house. He said that his parents will be back tomorrow but I just ignore him. We go upstairs of his house and he show me my room, just opposite of his...he puts my suitcase on my bed and says "tell me if you need something okay ?" And I just reply "yah". I was back to him and he stood there on the doorstep.
Then someone grabs my hips, obviously it was Jacob, and he starts kissing my neck. I turn around and push him away then he slaps me. I think he didn't appreciate that I push him away...after what he did to me, I won't let him believe in something who will never happen.

Jacob: I love you
Malia: no you don't
Jacob: yes i-
Malia: -so why did you slap me
Jacob: ...bc I-I-I have to !
Malia: uugh don't talk to me
Jacob: ok
Malia: wtf just "ok" ?!

Then he walks to me, puts his hand on my cheek and kisses me. I kiss him back bc I waited that since a long time and also because I didn't want him to slap me again...

Jacob: you didn't say that I can't touch you...
Malia: true Sartorius (I said smiling)
Jacob: Malia I'm sorry
Malia: yah okay
Jacob: Malia, will you be my girlfriend..
Malia: wtf ?! Jacob what about Allison ?
Jacob: She was just a distraction...
Malia: oh of course I forgot...you're a stupid fuckboy...
Jacob: I love you so much
Malia: you want me to answer your question ?
Jacob: yah !
Malia: no I don't want to be your girlfriend Jacob okay
Jacob: rude...

Then he leaves and closes the door behind him. Wow did I just say no ?
I can't be with him...can I ?
He scared me. I can't.
Anyway, i wasn't hungry so i plug my headphones into my phone and listen music until fall asleep.
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Maybe too short sorry 😓

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